Daughter of Heaven and Earth

9

  Seeing Caleb again sends my heart into a frenzy but I remember that I cant have him, not even a little piece of him. I take a seat across from Caleb and motion for the kids to take a seat next to me. Will stands rigidly next to Caleb and I stare at him. I still don't understand why He looks like my Will but acts totally different than him. I bet this is my mothers doing. 

  My gaze drifts to Caleb and I feel my stomach knot. "I called you here because I need an update on whats going on in Hell." Of course he doesn't care about me, he only cares about hell. "Of Course, Alpha. There has been a rebellion rising but I will be attacking their outposts and making sure to ends this as quickly as possible. As of the rebels I've caught I will be torturing them for information. I have spies everywhere gathering information on the rebels and other things. That is all I have to report." He nods as he writes down something. "Anything else Alpha?" 

  Before Caleb opened his mouth, Will interrupted him. "What's with the kids?" I raise my eyebrow at Caleb. "Your beta is out of line Alpha, I suggest you control your beta.I will be leaving, if there is anything else then you know where to call me." I stand up to leave and turn towards the door, Liaga and Erato following my lead. As I reach the door, it opens revealing a pregnant Kennedy. I give her a hard glare and make way for her to go to Caleb. 

  "Caleb you called for me?" I grit my teeth and I feel the children's stare on me. Drop it. I mind link them and they drop their stares. I realized that Kennedy was in front of me. "I just wanted to say thank you. Thank you so much Anais. Without you I wouldn't be with Caleb and for that I really am grateful. I know Caleb is too but he doesn't like showing other people his feelings." She smiles at me and I wanted to hurt her. I know that she has never done anything to me on purpose but I really want her to feel a sliver of what I'm feeling.  Just a little bit of my pain. 

    I lean in and whisper just so she could hear me. "What makes you think that I don't know Caleb? I was there before you in every possible way. He told me he wished that I was his mate. If it was up to him he would've chosen me as his mate. Not you. He's only with you because it's what the moon goddess wanted, not what he wanted. Good luck being second choice." I stare into her wide eyes and see the hurt swimming within her orbs. Good. She should share some of my pain. I smirk at her and walk out of the office. I know the pack house like the back of my hand and most of the pack member know me as Caleb's right hand but I haven't seen any of them approach me which means Caleb ordered them to stay clear of me. 

  "Every time you show up to mess everything up." I ignore Will and continue making my way out of the house. "They are happy so leave them alone. Caleb finally looks happy and If I were you then I'd leave him alone." I continue to ignore him until I feel him grab my wrist, yanking me to stop and turn. "Do you even care about anything?!" His face is hard and I stare at him blankly. There's so much I want to say. So much I've held within me but It'd be best if I kept quite. "Say something Anais!" I sigh and look at the ceiling. "What do you want me to say Will? Would you like me to pour my feelings out to you? The one person who hates me without a reason." I look back down at him and something in his eye catches my attention. It wasn't hate or anger and my curiosity gets the better of me. 

  "Tell me why you hate me Will." I let my authority and my power out. I see him squirm under my hard stare and he hesitates. "I'm a very impatient person, William. Tell me now." I know the children feel my power as they kneel beside me but I ignore them and focus on Will. "I hate that you chose Caleb." I blink and watch him carefully. "When I first saw you, I I wanted to get to know you. I wanted you to see me how you saw Caleb for the first time when you walked into the classroom, But you saw Caleb." His blue eyes were sad and they reminded me of the Will from the past. The one who was so sweet and tender with me, the one I loved and lost.  I felt my blood boil. "That's it? That's the reason you hated me? Because I was with Caleb?!" 

  This whole time he had a grip on my wrist and now I was a thousand times aware of it. His skin burned me and I quickly yanked away from his touch. " When I saw you in the office of the previous Alpha you reminded me of someone I loved before.  But I realized that you would never be like him because he was a man who would never say the things you said to me. When I walked into a room I was drawn to your appearance because of him but I always realized you would never be that man. You are not a man but a jealous little boy. I hope I never see you again." He flinched as if I'd hit him and he opened his mouth to say something when I saw an angry Caleb walking towards us. For some reason angry Caleb always did something to me. 

  My body felt hotter and I willed myself to control myself. "Anais!" I reel in my power and gave him my full attention. "Yes Alpha?" He was moving very fast and I knew he wasn't going to stop. In an instant I was pinned against the wall and like a sicko that I am, I purred, loving this side of Caleb. The raw animalistic Caleb.  "How dare you talk to my mate like that? You are nothing to me." His face is twisted and hard and I notice his canines are showing. His grip on my throat tightens and I lick my lips. We stay looking at each other and I feel the longer I stay quite the more angry he gets. I see Kennedy wobble from where Caleb came from and I notice her cheeks are stained with tears. Seeing her tears satisfy me and I'm disgusted with myself. She done nothing to me and yet before I can catch myself I say. " I would never lie to your precious Luna. After all I think she should know your past before she becomes your future but I guess you didn't feel the same." His grip gets even tighter and It starts getting harder to breathe and I feel excitement building in me. What a disgrace I am. Almost panting like a dog in heat. 

  "You were a mistake. I regret everything I did with you and I regret ever meeting you. I would gladly change meeting you if it meant never seeing your disgusting face ever again." I felt like someone had thrown a bucket of ice cold water all over me. He couldn't mean that he was just angry. He didn't mean that he said he loved me. "I know you don't mean that Caleb. You said you loved me." I stared into his dark eyes and silently begged him to tell me the truth. Silently begged my Caleb to talk to me, to tell me how much he missed me and how he wants me to stay by his side.  

"I lied." 

  My heart shatters and he lets me go, letting me fall to my knees. I felt my nose burn and my vision got blurry. 

How Pathetic. This is our Queen. 

  I felt one of the kids thoughts enter my head and I will myself to stand up and to not let my tears fall. I stand up straight with my head held high and stare at the werewolves. "You will no longer see me or hear from me. Since that is your wish, I will gladly fulfill it. The werewolves and demons no longer have an alliance and I will no longer report to any of the werewolves in power." I let my power show and see everyone's eyes widen. I let my demon show and the kids showed themselves as well. "I bid farewell and much luck on your upcoming battle. May the goddess be on your side." And with that I leave the other man that I loved and now lost.  

Side note: I had too much fun with this chapter 

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