You're Mine

11

I must have fallen asleep because I come too hearing voices, I'm still cuddled to Edwards side, his fingers running through my hair softly.

"How longs he been out?" I hear Scott ask.

"Three and a half hours" Edward answers.

"Is he okay?" That's Liam's voice.

"He's definitely in shock and scared, just needs us to look after him I think" Edward replies.

"Harry's beside himself, he's angry, firing off at everyone" Scott sighs.

"You know what he's like Scotty, he's just worried, he just needs to be with Louis right now" Edward tells Scott.

"I know, I know.......the note though Ed" Scott says.

"The one they found on the body? What did it say?" Edward asks.

"Said that Cody was killed for Louis, the killer knew Cody was abusing him, but he said that he was the only one allowed to touch Louis and that goes for inflicting pain too" Scott says disgusted.

"Fuck, Scott, I'm worried, Louis.....he is so scared and I'm not sure what to say or what I'm supposed to do" Edward says, it's clear he's hurting.

"We won't let anything happen to him Ed, he's not going anywhere" Scott say with determination.

I'm in such a panic mode inside my head that I black out again. From sleep or worry, I don't know but everything tunes out and I go under,

"Hey their sleeping beauty" Harry says as I open my eyes, he's kneeling down in front of me smiling and stroking my hair.

"Hi" I whisper.

"You okay?" He asks.

"Yeah, what time is it?" I ask.

"Just gone 7" Harry says.

Shit I've been out six hours, Edward is fast sleep behind me.

"Come and have something to eat baby" Harry says as he helps me up and tucks Edward back up. He then grabs my hand and leads me to the kitchen where everyone is cooking.

"Hey Lou" Liam greets cheerily.

Everyone is overly happy and in a good mood for some reason.

"Um hey" I say weirdly.

"Hungry?" Ben asks as he comes over and kisses my head.

"No" I say back.

"Well you're eating anyway" Andy says as he sips his beer.

"Why are you all so happy?" I ask.

They all go silent and look at me.

"What do you mean bud?" Jax asks.

"You're all acting like nothing happened, like Cody wasn't just killed and left in Jax's club, what the hell?" I ask angrily.

"Calm down sweetheart, everyone is just trying to help each other through this" Harry says,

"We don't mean to seem heartless Lou, it's just, we're trying to deal with everything" Jax says.

"Well I don't feel like laughing" I say cranky.

"Well that's okay too, you knew Cody and that's going to be really hard to deal with Lou, especially with what you saw, but, were all here for you and being with us should make you happy and not remind you of things, that's all, we are just trying to help" Andy says.

I see their point, it's actually really nice of them, I know underneath they all have to be worried too, but Cody died and I feel like it's my fault.