You're Mine

8

So many questions are whirling in my head, I get in the shower and wash myself, auto pilot takes over and I wash my hair as my mind swirls.

Both boys are everything I've ever wanted, so hot, gorgeous and dominant, I feel like jelly in their arms, like anything they say I'll do just to please them.

I spend a good twenty minutes in the shower, I get out and dry myself, my mind still swirling. As I'm dressing myself in the clothes Harry left me, I notice they aren't mine but the navy sweats fit perfectly, they are brand new, as is the grey and white sweater and white socks. Did they buy these especially for me?

I make my way slowly down stairs, preparing myself for the worst, I'm so nervous to face the boys. The smell coming from inside the kitchen is incredible. As I enter I see Harry in grey sweats and no shirt placing three plates on the dining table just off to the right of the kitchen and Edward is plating up some vegetables in bowls on the bench, he too is in navy sweats and no shirt. Both are freshly showered.

The boys see me enter and smile, they don't look like they regret anything.....yet.

"Have a nice shower?" Edward asks smiling, dimples popping,

"Um....yeah, thanks" I say.

"You look nice in those clothes, Edward chose them especially" Harry winks at me.

"You....you didn't have to do that" I blush.

"We know, but we wanted you to feel comfortable here, we wanted to make sure you're accommodated when you're here" Edward says as he sets the last bowl on the table.

"Um" I say, not sure what he means.

Edward and Harry share a look between them,

"Come sit down Lou" Harry says and I do as I'm told.

I sit opposite them both at the table and Edward starts serving up. They've made my favourite, Tacos.

Once everyone has two stuffed tacos on their plates the boys start eating. I'm not that hungry and my stomach is in knots, I feel the ache in my back coming back. I have a few bites of tacos and can't even get over how good they are. It's silent at the table though and it's a little awkward,

"Did you both want me to leave?" I ask innocently, as I play with the giant corn chip on my plate.

Both boys stop eating and look at me confused.

"Why on earth would we want you to leave?" Edward asks.

"Um.....just.....because......in case....what happened and....me" I say quietly.

Harry and Edward both stand up and come over to me, they kneel down in front of me and I look into their eyes.

"Sweetheart, we apologies if we upset you" Edward starts.

"We want you to stay.....if you want to" Harry says.

"I'm....I'm confused" in confess insecurely.

"Why, tell us what you're thinking" Edward says gently.

I sigh.

"I've....I've liked you both for ages and I've never even had a hint that you two even liked me at all, I mean, you treat me like a little brother, or I mean you did and then you're both in a relationship together already and then tonight I don't know, do you like me? Or am I just like a toy you want sometimes or was it just a heat of the moment thing? I don't know I'm scared and I just" I say as I take a deep breath.

"Okay first and foremost you're not a toy and never ever will be" Harry says firmly.

I nod slightly at him, inside I'm relieved.