Bromantic (Craig Tucker x Reader)

Im in love with you

  As Craig and I made out he took off his shirt, exposing that stomach of his to me again, except this time, I got to touch it. I felt his hands unclasp my dress around my neck, letting it fall exposing the black bra underneath. I then felt his other hand, which for some reason, felt extremely large, resting on my inner thigh. He was so close to me, his hand was up the skirt of my dress, only the thin fabric of my underwear separated us from his touch. My heart skipped. I pulled away searching Craigs eyes.

"Craig... I'm in love with you." As I spoke he began kissing me again, almost like he was trying to cut me off.

"Did you hear me?" I asked, breaking the kiss for a second time. No words came out of his mouth.

"What do you think about that?" I asked, Craig just looked at me with a blank face. And just like that I felt a wave of sadness washed over me.

"I..I um..." Craig cleared his throat as I began fixing my dress, making sure all of my body parts were completely covered.

"So that's what this was? Some sick, twisted stunt to get in my pants?" I stood up backing away from where Craig was still sitting.

"No! (Y/n), I.. I love you too.. I just wanted it to be special when I told you." His words infuriated me... but also hurt. I knew I shouldn't of gave him another chance.

"Oh so this is special enough to bang me but not to say you love me!?" This time I yelled. I have never yelled this loud at another human being before.. It didn't make me feel better though, I can feel the tears welling up in my eyes, but I don't want to cry in front of him.

"That's not what I meant.. I didn't plan this-" I cut him off.

"It sure looks like you planned it Craig!" I choked on his name, letting the tears finally release from my eyes. I didn't let him explain himself any further... his lies hurt me and I don't need to put myself through this pain anymore. It's not worth it. As I made my way to the dirt road I started scrambling through my contacts trying to find someone, anyone that I could call. My parents and James won't do.. They would kill me if they knew I was alone in the woods with some boy, especially dressed like this. I can't call Tweek, he would take this the wrong way. I don't have Stan or Kyles numbers... God, I really need to make some more friends... All I know is I need to get away from Craig. When I made it to the dirt road I looked down at my phone, reading the name 'Eric Cartman'. Fuck. My. Life. As I hit the call button I could hear Craig close behind me. I started running.

I am almost off of the dirt road when Craig pulls up next to me in the mustang. He gets out and starts running over to me, taking my wrist in his hand.

"(Y/n) please just let me explain. You owe me that much." His words were urgent, but I just can't bring myself to trust him, not after tonight.

"Please, (y/n) just look at me." Craig turns me to face him. I see his stormy grey eyes, filled to the brim with tears searching mine. He wiped my tears away with his knuckle before letting his own spill onto his cheeks.

"I am so sorry.. I honestly didn't plan for that to happen. It took me by surprise just as much as it did you.. You have to believe me (Y/n). I would never defile you in anyway, I would never touch you in a disgraceful way unless I knew that is what you wanted. I was just so caught off guard with everything that was happening.. And I had something planned for when I.... But I guess that doesn't matter now, all that matter is I love you (Y/n). I - love you." Now it was time for me to be speechless... I heard a car rolling to a stop behind me.

"Please believe me." Craig then pulled me into a death grip of a hug.

"Aye! Get off of her you rapist!!" I heard Cartman yell, and before I had time to react to anything that's happening, I felt myself being ripped from Craigs arms and being hoisted over Cartman's shoulder.

Cartman threw me into this car, not long after I felt us start to drive away.

"Are you alright (y/n)? What parts did he touch on you!? I swear I'll kick his ass next time I see him." Cartman seem frantic, like was actually worried about me.

"No where, I'm fine. Uh, thanks for coming and getting me Cartman. I really appreciate it." I answered him in a bit of a daze. I'm still trying to wrap my brain around everything that just happened. I don't think I really understand everything that just went down.

"Yeah, well it's not everyday when you have a phone call from a girl that sounds likes she's being murdered." Cartman looked over at me with real concern in his eyes.

"Are you sure he didn't touch you? You don't look to well..." I was confused by his questions, Craig technically didn't do anything wrong. I pulled down the passengers side mirror. My dress had come unclasped and my face looked dirty with makeup. Well now it makes sense.

"No Cartman, he didn't do anything except hurt my feelings." As I spoke I looked down at my legs. How did tonight go so wrong? Did I really mess everything up again? Or is Craig really just some dirt bag that just wants to bang me to get rid of his gay title. I mean, I couldn't of made it more easy for him. He probably knew I was Jason the whole time. It was silent for a few minutes before Cartman spoke back up again.

"I know your not Jewish and all, but obviously you made the wrong choice. SO therefore, I was right. You should of chose Kyle. I mean I don't like sneaky little jew rats, but he is certainly better that Craig. Hell, I'M better than Craig!" Cartman's little rant didn't make me feel better, which I think that's what his goal was? I'm not really positive. I just can't stop thinking about what Craig said to me before I left.

"Well, do you want me to take you home?" When Cartman spoke up I realized I forgot to reply to his last comment.. Oh well.

"I can't go home... If my parents see me like this.. God I don't even know what they would do." I began to freak out, I didnt even think about this, what the hell am I gonna do?

"You can come chill at my house for a bit. The guys are staying the night, so you are more than welcome." His kindness has been seriously throwing me off, but with the way I am feeling right now, I'm glad he isn't acting like himself.

"That would make my day. Thanks." As I spoke I saw a soft smile creep onto Cartman's lips.