How to Heal a Broken Heart (Explicit Content)

Exposed ( Wynter)

I was now three months pregnant and living in a hotel. I haven't talked to anyone since I found out I had HIV. I had my phone turned off so no one could contact me. I didn't want to be around anyone, even though someone probably done reported me missing by now. I just felt contagious, as naive as it may sound. I didn't even want to be around the air that I breathe, better yet to have someone else around me. I felt so sorry for my baby that was trapped inside my contaminated stomach. I didn't want him or her to be born with this infectiousness disease. I had thought about an abortion but this was the only chance of me having a baby. I rubbed my small stomach and chatted with my unborn fetus.
"I pray little baby that you are safe, strong and healthy. I will never put you in danger intentionally." I whispered to my growing stomach.
    I still had some things at Aiden's house to get. I've been putting it off for these last few months because I didn't want to see his face again. I felt tortured every time I was near him.
I pulled up in the driveway, praying Aiden was at work. I was so relieve his car wasn't in the garage or no where near the mansion . I went into the house and instantly started reminiscing. When we first bought this house we had to decorate this 7 bedroom 4 bathroom home all by ourselves. No interior decorator. It took us about a month or two to get everything perfectly, the way we wanted it. A taste of both of our styles mixed together. We talked about having a big family, 6 kids to be exact. 3 boys, 3 girls and 3 dogs to raise in this beautiful home. I glanced at the kitchen, remembering the million meals I cooked for him and our playful food fights. Aiden loved my cooking. He would clean his plate every time that I prepared a meal. Aiden said, he never knew a white girl that could throw down in the kitchen like me. I then went passed the entertainment room and remembered the million laughs we shared. Watching comedy and romance movies were our thing. We would snuggle up on the couch and eat buttery flavored popcorn while watching our favorite movies. We enjoyed each other's company. Then I walked into our pure white decorated bedroom and thought about the million times we made love on our king size bed. All the sweet kisses, how many times he touch me and how he kept the bedroom spicy. But nothing compared to the million tears Aiden got me shedding over him right now.  As I went through the dressers drawers for some of my belongings, I came across an invitation with his name on it. I pulled the card out the envelope. It read:

New Secret Location: 1453 North Herman Cv Nashville, Tn 37011

Password: Pleasure Me

Come out and enjoy an extraordinary experience. Your fantasy is waiting.
Start at 8 p.m and don't be late.

" What type of shit is this ?" I questioned myself as I wrote down the location and password. I was curious to see what it was. I placed the invitation back in the drawer and got the rest of my things. I quickly exited the house. As I was pulling out the driveway, Aiden was pulling in. He hurried up and jumped out his car like I wouldn't run his ass over right now. He banged his hands against my window, trying to stop me as I reversed back slowly.

"Wynter stop the car please!" Aiden begged. I kept going, ignoring him.
"Wynter please! Stop the car Wynter."

I finally gave in and stopped the car. I let my window halfway down. I didn't want him touching me in any kind of way.

"Wynter do you have a sec?" He asked. He was breathing heavily from chasing down my car.

"Not really but what is it Aiden?"

"I just want you to forgive me for what I've done to you. I want to be here for you Wynter and our unborn child. I went and got checked also."

"Aiden really, it's a little to late to try and be there for someone, when you passed them a deadly disease. I don't wanna hear your slob story of why you fucked off on me. I shouldn't even be talking to you right now. I really don't care if you got checked or not, either. You should have been and got a check up. Well your ass should have never cheated in the first place and none of this would be happening right now. Oh yeah, I'm filing for a divorce too Aiden because I just can't even stand to be around you or even look at you."