Chances Of Truth ☑️

28

Here I am standing in front of Emma's building, after four hours of train journey.

I took all envelope, photos, box and shove them in fire. Because I can't risk anyone finding out and risk everyone's life.

I took a deep breath and walked in elevator.

I don't even have any idea what I am going to say to Emma. After writing a goodbye note to her what would I say to her where was I the whole day.

I walked out of elevator and knocked on the door.

Emma be home please, I don't have energy to stay strong any longer.

I wasn't expecting Noah to open the door. But he did.

And when he saw it was me he took my face in his hands and smashed his lips with mine. I was too stunned to response, he nibble my lower lip for entrance but I didn't gave. His kiss was gentle as if he could not believe he was kissing me.. It was too gentle but full of relief. And something which I don't want to believe.

"What's taking you so long Noah?, we have lots of work to do. " a very familiar but unexpected person said  

Noah stopped kissing and looked down my face, searching for something in my eyes. When he didn't find anything his face fell.
I moved away from him and walked inside. But stopped when I saw London coming out of kitchen with bear in one hand.

His bear bottle fell on the floor and he pulled me in a hug.
I didn't hug back, which made him pull away.

"Where were you Eva, do you have any idea how scared we were. And poor Emma fell sick crying. You cannot just—"  I didn't let him finish his sentence.

I turned towards Emma's bedroom door and opened it to find her sobbing.

I went and lay next to her.

When she sense someone's presence she turned back and sobbed harder throwing her hand on me.
I cried with her too

Sobbing together we fell asleep.

I woke up in need of using toilet. I closed Emma's bedroom door slowly behind me, but stopped when I saw London sleeping uncomfortably on the couch.
I put blanket on his body and entered my room, I open the light to find Noah laying down on my bed, he sit straight  in a hurry, you would have thought some came to murder him, but when he saw it was just me he simply stared at me.

I didn't say anything, I took out pj's out of my bag and headed in bathroom.
I locked it behind me.

After using toilet I took a quick warm shower. I puy on my pajamas and walked out of room. Not wanting to make any noise to disturb Noah I slowly walked towards door. I switched off light I took the door handle to close it but a hand stopped me. Noah pulled my body into his and locked the door. he scooped me in his arms bridal style. He put me down on bed, I tried to stand up but he pinned my body with his, he spooned me from behind. I tired to fight but he didn't allowed my body to have any movements.

"Shh, please stay Eva, let me hold you tight for tonight, so that I can believe that you are here. Please.c
He whisper in my neck kissing it.

My body stiffened, when said next words.

"I love you and I am not going to let you go anywhere ever." he kissed my neck again.

But I ignored it and fell asleep.

...
I woke up and untangle my body from his, when I tried to stand up he pulled me back into his chest snaking his arms around my waist.

I clenched my hands in a fist and took a deep breath.

"Stay little longer to bed, I sleep well when you are around." He said sniffing my hair.

I pushed him back and walked out of room.

"Hey, what happened?" Noah asked touching my shoulder.

I jerked his hands and turn to face him.

"Don't touch me." I yelled at him.

"What happened?, why are you acting strange?" he questioned rubbing his face with both of his hands.

"I am acting strange?, how about this, you kissing me then snooping me then sniffing around. And you got nerve to tell me I am acting strange?" I shouted shoving him back.

I was beyond angry. How could he do this?, one moment he was insulting me and next he was declaring his love to me?

I am done with him and everyone!!!!

"Hey why are you yelling?" Noah asked soothingly. And extended his arms to pull me but I pushed his hands back.

"I said stop touching me." I  gritted out those and clenched my fist tight.

"What's going on guys?" London asked.

"You stay away OK, you already did enough, I don't want you between us ever again." Noah stopped London with his hands.

"Wait a second us? Wow!!!!!, when that happened Noah?, and for your information he is my best friend and he have every right to be here but you, you are no one but my boss, so I would like to request you to leave, please." I took Londons hand and walked inside my room.

"I know you are angry, but don't give a hard time to that guy, he suffered a lot yesterday. He searched everywhere to find you.
He really loves you." London tried to sooth out this situation. But I was was too gone and mad to understand anything.

"If you wanna talk about him then you can find your way out of this room." I shut bathroom door with a bang and turn onn the shower.

Don't do this London, stop talking for him, I am not giving anyone hard time. I am doing which had to be done earlier.

"I know what happened between you both." I heard London's voice from other side of door.

My body stiffened.

"I know, what he did can't be excused or change anything. but we also can't change the fact that you were the one who went willingly to him, not the other way around." I balnk out his remaining words out of my head.

"What have I ever did wrong to deserve this?"

"Why you didn't asked me to move come along with you Harry?"

"Am I not worth to be with your family? Or am I not worth to risk or to save?" I asked out loud each question which was burning me every second.

I fell down on the ground and lay in a fetal position.

That day I made a promise to my self  that no matter what I won't let anything or anyone let harm twins or my feelings. I will protect it with my life. And I will not allow anyone to hurt me ever again.