Chances Of Truth ☑️

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(Noah's pov)

It's been one month two days and 5 hours since last I saw Eva, its like she have disappeared somewhere. We can't find her neither the person who helped her. And nurse is no help, she is not even ready to give her phone so we can find out the no.

I am a mess I can't eat, I can't talk, I can't sleep and I can't concentrate on my job because without Eva I am nothing just walking mess. Only one person brings smile on my face is Rosie, we developed a close bond talking about Eva all the time.
She always ask about Eva, she always question why she stopped talking to us, to her.

I started sleeping on her side of bed. It brought me some relief but her smell is fading so fast.

When I was ruffling in my closet my eyes snapped on Eva's diary.

I flipped the pages and a paper fell out of it.

I bend to pick it up.

When I saw Eva's handwriting and my name on it I couldn't stop my self and started reading.

Dear Noah.

I know you must be thinking why I am writing this letter to you and you must be shaking your head too at me so stop.

You always ask why I can't be open to you with my secrets and past. Well my secrets are not mine to reveal and my past is just as messy as I am.

So today I am writing you this letter to tell you everything. I wanted to tell you yesterday when we made love under stars and sky. it was so magical and so unreal, I fell in love with you more.
But you Mr. Dissappear on me.
So here I am writing my heart out for you and only you. But promise me you will understand that what I did was to save you and every one.
My father and mother had past, very bad past which I am not sure about because as usual my father did not mention that part. Anyways, you remember the night I asked you money, well after that I went to visit my hometown for twins birthday. But when I went there they were long gone, they didn't even bother to text or call me to inform, they just disappeared. but my father Harry left some letters for me and I checked mail box and found some envelopes. When I opened them I found a letter from my father saying that he was in danger because people from past were after him and his family so he had to dissappear to save his family from danger. As I was not his family I was his sisters he left me.

(P. S after reading this letter just read my diary, but stop reading from June. It's personal.)

Anyways I open other envelopes to find dalls with twins name, there heads were missing and it was covered in blood. I got so scared I started crying then later when I open next envelope I saw pictures of Harry, twins and leila being followed by people who were having their eyes on them. I got so scared because they were keeping their eyes on Harry's every move. I wanted to run away from everything but then I remembered my father mentioning that with you all I will he out of danger and out of their reach.

I came back but tried to stay away from you and everyone, I wanted to keep you all safe and keep my distance from you, but when you started coming closer and breaking all walls around me, I become weak. became so weak, I wanted you to let go, and I did everything to make you hate me but you were so persistent I couldn't hide my love for you, I couldn't stay away from you. for you I was goner. I wanted everyone safe, especially you safe. I would do it again without blinking.

But when Emma said you were going away from me for forever and start new life with someone else and would fall for other, that broke me Noah, that hit me so hard because no matter how much I resist you but hearing that you would fall and start family with other was big punch to my heart, so long story short I took chances, chances of loving you and following my heart. I gave my each and every broken piece of heart to you, Emma, Alex, Jennifer, Mrs Black and Rosie. Because you people are my family and my everything so I took chances with my heart and trust in you and with all of them. And I don't even regret it.