Makita Kang Muli

three

Awu

Nagpatuloy ang pagdating ng mga sulat. They come every three days.

      Today, I stared at our picture together for almost an hour. The only picture we have had. And I realized something while seating here and looking at it. That I was not smiling at all in that picture but you were. But here's a secret that I've never told you before. Days with you were my favorites. I was happier with you, I guess. Pero kailangan ko talagang umalis. I'm sorry, Alex.

- elijah

I kept reading them. I kept waiting for another letter to come up. Because I want to know his story. I want to know why he left. Why.

       Maulan ngayon dito, Lex. But it was calming. Naaalala kita. Kasi dba sabi mo, kapag umuulan pakiramdam mo may mangyayaring maganda pagkatapos nito? Sana. Sana pagkatapos nito, makita na kitang muli. But isn't it funny? Kapag kaya nakita mo 'ko makikilala mo 'ko? Ako makikilala kita kasi nakita kita. Ikaw, hindi. Umalis ako ng hindi mo man lang ako nakikita. I'm sorry, Alex.

- elijah

Bigla 'kong naramdaman na kumirot ang puso ko sa nabasa ko. It's so tragic. Elijah left Alex without any explanation. They seem so close to each other. And the fact that he didn't say any goodbyes to her just ripped my heart up. Hindi ako si Alex pero nasasaktan ako para sa kanya. And Alex, based on my comprehension, is a blind person. She didn't see Elijah's face at all. At nasasaktan rin ako sa tuwing nakikita ko ang mga salitang "I'm sorry, Alex" sa bawat dulo ng mga sulat. He must be feeling very guilty right now. He must be. But...I think, it's too much. Pakiramdam ko masyado niyang dinidibdib ang mga nangyari. He misses her so much. And now, he wants to see her so badly. But little did he know, I am the one who is reading his letters. And I don't know if it's right to read someone else's letters.

Why do I feel very affected with these letters? I want to know more. Is it wrong?