That Girl

My Story

I was that girl that everyone loved. The one that many adored, wanted to be, and many wanted to date.

If only that were true.

I was that girl that no one knew.

I was that girl that no one wanted to keep.

I was that girl that was put on earth to be trash.

I was that big girl that they made fun of everyday.

I was that girl who was never going to find the one thing that could save my life.

LOVE.

But before I make you feel depressing let me tell you how I got to feel the way I feel.

I was born in New Orleans, Louisiana.

When I was delivered, my parent(s) sent me away. As in sent me away, they dropped me off at the front door steps and left. They didn't want me.

I was forced to live with my grandparents for awhile. I loved it.

Papa and Mamie were the best people ever. Gave me this love I always wanted, but something changed the day Mamie came home.

"Mamie, you're home I missed you"

"Angel, please go away I don't need to come home and always see your face"

"Why Mamie, did I do something wrong?"

"NO!" sigh "Angel look here. I'm giving you away"

"Why? I thought you said you loved me."

"Angel, Me and Papa have to give you away because Papa is dying and I'm not going to last long either. So we have to give you away because since Papa is already in the hospital. I have to go in next because they found something and I have to stay there. I'm sorry Angel. I am. But never forget that we always love no matter what. "

She cried that day. The next day was worst day of my life, being pulled out of the arms of the ones you love is horrible. The reason was that  I went to say goodbye to Papa and I left the next day.

When I arrived at the orphanage I was eight. By the time for me to turn nine, they told me my grandparents had passed away.

Ever since then I never had that same family again. I went from Foster home to Foster home. They abused me to the point where pain felt good to me.

Now I'm in a new home this home is different. These people are different. Everything is different. Or as they told me "From now on everything will be different for you Ange- I mean AJ. Everything will be different AJ."

I guess we'll just wait and see. Right?

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Hoped you guys like it. Trust me its not going to be depressing all the time. Leave comments and your opinions below. Thanks

~LifeTru