That Girl

Boys

OMG I'm being kissed OMG I'M BEING KISSED!!

I pushed butterfingers away from me, causing me to fall on the cafeteria floor. A roar of laughter erupted. I stared at him with anger.

"Why?" I questioned him as I got up from the floor.

"Why, what? baby" he smirked.

"You know what. btw I am not your baby" I said to him with my hands on my hips.

"you taste better than I thought fatty" he said as he laughed. I couldn't stand to watch him humiliate me. So, I grabbed my bag and walked out. I walked till I started to run. I ran till I was outside the school grounds. I tried wiping the tears that fell hard on my face.

Why? why? why? "WHHHHYYYY????" I screamed. I walked as the thoughts flooded my mind. why would he kiss me? did white boy see it? Omg WHITE BOY.

I froze.

He saw the whole thing. Don't get me wrong. I have a crush on him but I didn't want him to think I was that kind of girl.

Uhhhh. This would happen to me.

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I sat in the car.

I can't believe it. She kissed Richard. That piece of shit. I should have punched him. Then again, they could be dating for all I know. I shook head. I guess it for the best.

I left the school parking lot and drove to the park where I would wait to see if she was there but she wasn't. I sat there looking at the sky. I closed my eyes.

"White Boy?" she said. I cringed. Oh I hate that fucking name she calls me. I opened my eyes to look in the direction of her. There she stood just as beautiful as I saw her moments ago. I nodded at her. She stepped closer.

Why aren't you in school?" I chuckled at her question. I think we both know why I am not at school.

"I should be asking you?" I snapped. I'm upset, sue me.

"I'm just asking" she said softly. Now I regret snapping on her.

We sat there at the park for God knows how long in silence. No one said nothing.

"Uh white boy?"
"Hmm" I said looking at her with one eye.
"I just wanted to let you know that. What happened in the cafeteria today was not planned by me. I do not like butterfingers and I will never" she mumbled softly.
"I'm surprised your explaining yourself to me. Considering the fact that I'm stranger to you"

She turned her self towards me. "To be honest" she exhaled loudly as if she was holding it in. You not much of a stranger considering the facts that we manage to talk to each other all the time"

I looked at her with awe. I can't describe the emotions I'm feeling right now. But I reminded my self something.

"I am a stranger to you baby girl" I grabbed her hands. " I am because you don't know who I am but a 'White Boy'"

I looked her in the eyes with a hard expression. I know I shouldn't make her feel like this but it's been months and you don't know my name and I don't know yours. Yet we're not strangers.

She slowly removed her hands and said "you're right." Just like that I was left at the park.

Later on that day.

I sat in my room replaying the events of today. Butterfingers kissed me. I gasped.

I have been kissed, me, of all people. I felt really annoyed about this whole entire situation though.

How can someone just steal my kisses, then again I am used to things being stolen from me. I mean can you blame me? My parents left me, my grandparents died, I stayed in a  horrible system where they only set you up for failure with people who don't love you. Yet, I am forced to remind myself that life is fucking great.

I punched the wall.

The worst part about this entire situation is how White boy treated me.

Why should I care? Why should I listen to some dude, who doesn't listen to me? Why should I care about if White Boy likes me?

Pause.

The real question is do I like White Boy? What makes me want to like White Boy? I sat on the edge of my bed questioning my emotions for him.

He's cute, I blushed, never mind. He's warm. Then I thought to myself, maybe he does have a point. We are strangers. I don't know he's name and he doesn't know mine.

Sigh. I guess it is what it is huh.

Next day.

Waking up was hard. I didn't want to go school knowing that I was kissed by butterfingers. In all honesty I didn't want to go and see White boy either. 

So I got up do my usual and decide that my mood for today is to be in all black. 

As I was heading out I manage to ran into Mr. Smith. "Hi" 

"Hi A.J." he said in a cold voice. 

"Any news?" trying to have a conversation. Its been a couple months now and the house is dead. I mean I hate her but I wouldn't want someone to go through with he his going through. 

He walked passed me. Well so much for a conversation. 

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I walked through the double doors feeling accomplished. I know y'all hate me but i'm the shit what's there to hate about. 

I'm an athletic, very good looking, 6'3 and most importantly all the ladies love me. ha haaa. 

So what I kissed fatty. I've been dying to see what those lips felt like. It made me so happy inside to see her expression change. I can tell it was her first kiss. 

"Yo, Rich!" someone from the team called out. 

"What's shaking Johnson?" I dabbed him. 

''Dude, why the fuck did you kiss the ugly duck yesterday?"

"Man, if only you knew what she tasted like you wouldn't be saying this shit right now."

"Man, you went to far bro, you got all these hoes coming your way. Why her?"

"Mannnn they are boring as fuck. I need a new toy t-" Then I felt something struck my cheek.

"What the fuck?" I looked in the direction of who hit me. 

"So you think it's a game, kissing random bitches huh?" ahhh now I know who I am dealing with.

"Well, well, well. If it ain't trailer park trash." I grabbed him by the shirt. "I'm going to let your weak ass punch slide since I got a game tonight" 

"you weren't going to do shit anyways" he spat in my face. I look in the corner of my eye and saw fatty standing there. 

"I wouldn't try it. You wouldn't want me to lay your ass on these floors" I look at my guys and they circled around me. 

He looked around. "Not with all your bitches around. You can't handle me"

"Guys please stop" I heard her say as she pushes us apart. 

"Tell your bitch he can't take these hands." I picked up my things and left. 

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Thank you for reading. 

Lifetru.