Enemies make the best Lovers

Double Date (END) {R-16+}

I am now basically completely addicted to OreImo and Eromanga sensei, which somehow brought me back to my Fudanshi and Yaoi-loving origins. I also had my love for Aphrodi completely relit due to Inazuma Ares, and quite frankly I think that this is a really bad situation for myself. 

Speaking of Anime BL in general, I re-read this entire story from the beginning, and there's so many places that I can improve in general and to make the beginning a whole lot better— say, aggressive hot-head Nagumo with Dense Tsundere Suzuno. But every word and chapter that I have written is a treasure to me, and therefore they won't be changed.

.....The above idea will definitely go into my 5k one shot, I swear. If I forget I'll.... say, confess my love to Aphrodi by buying Inazuma Ares Eleven License packs until I get him, and the TCG until I get his signed Inazuma Rare card. I would love to buy an Aphrodi figure or body pillow or something, but I don't really think there's any of such in circulation.

Anyways, this chapter is the conclusion to the {Double Date} arc that has been going for forever. After this will be the 5k special, hopefully. Just like always, I'll keep on writing from Suzuno's POV as I generally get his kind of character more— Let's say that I prefer writing as uke characters.

This is rated R-16+ due to non- too explicit adult themes. It isn't binded by law (heck I'm not 15), so that doesn't really matter. Just thought I'd do a little warning. Moreover, this includes descriptions of homosexual relationships which might be disturbing to certain audiences. (I mean, if you are a homophobic piece of shit you shouldn't be here—fuck off.)

(Suzuno)

This, doesn't feel like a date at all.

Truth be told, we did go out to shopping and even ate together at a restaurant, and now we're sitting side by side on a park bench— the entire picture and scenario would make somebody think that this was a normal date that couples often go on. But this totally wasn't the case of things.

The problem is, there was not a lot of romantic interactions at all— there was almost none, actually. This is general seemt more like a hang-out between close friends or something, rather than a date between lovers.

It's not that I don't love him— deep in my heart, I'm sure that I do, more than I love anything else in this world— but that's not where the problem lies. I want us to get closer, and to be more like lovers— if it wasn't for that there would be no reason for me to be in this kind of embarrassing outfit.

But of course, that's a thing I would never admit to him. I would probably die of embarrassment if I did so.

I looked over to Haruya's side, and caught him staring— at me.

He immediately blushed a little bit and looked away to the other side. 

"I... I was just thinking of how cute you look..."

!

Wh... What was with that romantic advance? Did he secretly read my mind or something? Did I accidentally turn my thoughts into words?

"....Say, do you think that I'm a bad boyfriend?"

After a short pause, he asked that question, with his head still facing the other side. 

Was that what he was thinking for all this time? There's no way that I would—-

"...Why would you think that?"

"I assume that's a yes.."

I think I heard him silently sigh from the other side of the bench.

Was my tone really that cold? But I can't actually say something like 'No way, you're the person I love most in this world' to him. He would probably remember that for quite a while, and then feel full of himself, and then use that to laugh at me. Not happening, Haruya. Not today, at least.