Dottie, why the fuck did I even try? Why would anyone care, why give a shit anymore. Honestly I want to cry. Why do I trust in myself to follow through, I can't even kill myself properly, no one enen wants to read this. if anyone did they would laygh and call me naes anyway. My sister hates me, I hate me. I'm a little pussy; scared of everything. I dream big and set myself up for failure, I just don't unferstand how one can lppk at me and be ikem 'that was a good idea' I have no right or reason to b alive. I'm screwed in he fucking head, I want to let my head hang low and show this but I cant. I have no right, and no one will want to be around me for sure.
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The Fucked Up Diary
RandomThis is a true and real diary where I rant and express all the recent shit that has and will happen to me. Anyone is able to read it and laugh at my failure of a life. Which will likely haunt me for the rest of my life. My Insta- https://www.inst...