the one emotion i've yet to feel
love
i'm not sure what it is or what it feels like.
they say should love your friends and family, but i feel so numb that i don't think that's exactly how i feel towards them
everyone around me shares their fantasies and experiences of love with a partner, and sometimes i envy how lucky they are to be loved
why am i not loved
is that narcissistic to say?
maybe it's because i crave emotion
or because i want a story to tell
or because i want an adventure, excitement
or because i want to fit in with everyone else
or because i need the validation
or maybe all of the above
perhaps i'll never find it
i don't mind being alone
but the feeling people lie, die and kill for
is it worth the while?
YOU ARE READING
sad thoughts
De Todotitle says it all. all of these shorts are from a few months ago.
