there's a point where you hate yourself so much you'll do anything to distract you from that reality
you pour your heart into school
you pour your heart into helping others
you pour your heart out into work
you pour your heart into your friends
you pour your heart into someone special
you pour your heart into anything else
but when your grades fall, others don't appreciate the work you've done, working becomes stressful, your friends don't reciprocate the same bond, that one person starts to lose feelings and a minor thing in your life goes wrong, you start to spiral and am back to square one
no one can save you but yourself, and if you can't even fucking stand to deal with your trauma how the fuck are you going to survive real life
but here i am crying in chemistry over the realization that i'll do anything to avoid the pain i feel inside
YOU ARE READING
sad thoughts
Rastgeletitle says it all. all of these shorts are from a few months ago.
