the number of years i've lived
the number that is the year i'm in
the number i get in each class
the number of friends i have
the number of friends other people have
the number of insecurities i possess
the number of times i cry a week
the number of his snapscore
my number of my snapscore
the number of followers i have
the numbers of followers my friends have
the number of times ive wanted to kill myself
the number of times ive felt happy with myself
the number of days i've wasted loathing myself
the number of times ive rewritten this shit
the number of minutes im currently wasting
the number of times people have actually given a shit
the number of times i've overreacted to something minor
the number of friends other people have
the number of things im actually good at
the number of years it'll take for me to actually feel okay
the number of times i complain a day
the number of times ive let people down
the number of times ive relapsed
the number of scars i have
the number of repressed memories i carry
the number of times it's happened
the number of times i've convinced myself that it's normal
the number of times i've fought back
the number of times i've opened up to someone
the number of people that feel the way i do
the number of days i have left
the number of things wrong with me
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sad thoughts
Diversostitle says it all. all of these shorts are from a few months ago.
