Save yourself and I'll hold them back tonight

5.chapter

Gerard's pow

Oh, God. I practically smashed Frank's hand. I wanted to move it away, he looked so surprised, but then he squeezed it even tighter. So i remember my name starts with a G and that's it. I can't focus and my thoughts keep buzzing in my head. What does that mean? Does he like me? Well i seem pretty scared so he's just comforting me. Yeah, that's the most reasonable explanation. 

But earlier, Mikey said, when i told him about my problem, that he likes me. But how could Mikey now? Ray is so obvious and he just ignores it. 

The movie was over and Ray stood up. I quickly moved my hand away. 

"I'm hungry," Mikey pouted. "Yeah, let's eat." They wandered to the kitchen. I couldn't look at Frank, but i could notice him starring at me. "I'm sorry for that," i shyly looked at him, "i guess i get scared easily." Frank smiled warmly. "Anytime, Gee." But i wasn't actually scared. This was just a strategy MIkey came up with in the bathroom.

We were still sitting close and i was starting to warm up. I could feel the heat rushing over my body. I turned to Frank, he was already gazing at me with a worried expression. "What's wrong?" He was close, too close. I stood up fast. "Let's eat," Frank followed me in to the kitchen. 

Ray and Mikey were laughing hard. Me and Frank exchanged a counfused look. "He just..." Mikey managed to spit out, while laughing. Ray leaned on the wall for support. "His hand..." Mikey cried, holding his stomach. 

We both glanced over to Ray's hand and it was covered with cream. I looked over to the table, there was a smashed cupcake and i giggled a bit. Frank turned to me and noticed the table. He smiled and pulled me out of the kitchen.

"Well, that was cute," i nodded and followed him to my room. We sat on my bed and his eyes wandered towards my sketch book. I blushed and looked away. I never really paid much attention to my ceiling. You could say it's a normal ceiling.

 Frank stood up then. He opened his bag and took a t shirt out of it. And then without any warning he just took his pullover of. I squeaked, but managed not to fall of the bed. Frank Iero was fucking shirtless in my room!

He turned to me in a surprise and showed of his beautiful doves tattoos. The heat was rushing in my cheeks but i couldn't turn away. I just kept gazing at his perfect body. He smirked a bit, "like what you see?" I guess i didn't know how red i can get until this day.

 I looked at his face then which wasn't exactly helping since he wore that smirk. His eyes looked at me differently almost, i dare to say, needy. That was too much. I had to turn away. 

He put his shirt on just before Mikey walked in. "Wow, what happened in here?" He stopped glancing between me and Frank. God, people have got to stop making my face red all the time. I looked down on the floor, so my face was covered with hair. "I think they are busy, Ray!" He chuckled and ran out.

Frank closed the door and sat next to me. "What's the time," he yawned. "It's midnight," i replied. "I'll go take a shower," he nodded and laid back on the bed. What the hell?! Can i get any more obvious? I checked my reflection and sighed. God, i wanna kiss him.

I stepped out of the shower. At least i smell good now. I turned to grab my pj's. Oh wait! I didn't take them. How could i forgot to take clothes? This is all Frank's fault, showing me his perfect body and confusing me.  I wrapped myself in a towel and stepped in my room. 

Now it was Frank's turn to blush. "Can you hand me my pj's?" I asked looking to the floor, blushing. "Yeah, su-sure." Frank didn't turn his eyes away from me. He kept starring, with his mouth slightly opened. He handed them to me and i returned to the bathroom.

I walked in. I felt so awkward with a little bigger clothes hanging on me and wet messy hair all over my face. Frank giggled and i quickly looked up. "What?" I frowned. "You have a bit of foam in your hair." He stood up and brushed it of of them. I closed my eyes. That was the best feeling in the world. He wiped his fingers on his shirt and continued to stroke my hair. "Maybe there's more," he explained. No complains from me , he can do this all he wants with or without a reason.

He blushed and i opened my eyes. Oh god, that was probably weird. I turned away, embarrassed. He finally moved away, "all clean," he smiled. "Let's go check on Mikey and Ray." I nodded, not able to speak currently and lead the way out. 

I stopped. What the actual..."Hey, Gee watch were your..." We both starred dazed and surprised at Mikey and Ray kissing.

 Frank grinned and walked inside. "Well finally," he startled them. They both moved apart awkwardly. "What happened?" I joined Frank.

Mikey blushed and Ray smiled. "We were talking about... well i don't really know, i guess you could say i lost it. We were sitting awfully close and i wanted to do it so bad it hurt. Then Mikey looked at me, slowly and i just..." he blushed and looked away. "It was about time," we laughed.

Mikey yawned, "let's go to sleep, Ray, this could take awhile." He glanced at our direction. Ray nodded and followed Mikey. I looked at Frank in confusion, but he just shrugged. "We should go to it's really late and i'm tired," he suggested. As we walked he turned to me curiously, "right, were will i sleep?"