Save yourself and I'll hold them back tonight

9.chapter

Gerard's pow

I woke up early. I groaned in frustration. How do i manage to wake up early only when i don't have to?

I put on some clean clothes and prepared coffee. I checked my phone.

Frank: Hey, you're probably sleeping so it'll be morning when you read this( good mornin). Can you meet me at the park?

I smiled as i read it. I really miss him, but it's still 7 a.m.

Gerard:  Sure, tell me when you wake up. Good mornin to you too <3

I sighed and laid on the couch, rubbing my face. 

Bzzzzzzzzzzz

Frank: I'm ready. 5 min?

Gerard: Make it 3.

I smiled and rushed downstairs, bumping into Ray. "Whoa, dude, watch were you're going." "Ray? What the fuck?!" He smiled, "shhhh, you're gonna wake up Mikey." I rolled my eyes and punched him carefully, "better be nice to my little bro." "You bet," he winked me and i ran outside.

I was painting and holding my stomach when i finally got to the park. He was already waiting for me. "You didn't have to run," he said. I just sighed, not able to speak. He chuckled and pulled me in a hug. He gently stroked my hair. I calmed down a bit and pecked his lips.

"You know," he started, "i had a reason for calling you here, besides the fact that i missed you too much." He gave me apologetic smile. I could feel his tension. "You can tell me," i took his hand, shivering a bit. I realised i forgot my jacket in a rush and was now sitting here in a t shirt. 

Frank noticed and took of his hoddie, wrapping it around me. "Thanks," i mumbled, inhaling his sweet scent.

"Well, you know how my parents have problems and all?" I nodded. He sighed and looked down on his hands. "My-my dad left." I gasped. This was surprising. "Oh, i'm so sorry." I quickly hugged him tightly, not letting go for a few minutes. He relaxed then and sniffled into my chest. 

"I want you to call me and tell me everything that happens. Even if it's just a small thing. I, if it gets worse, we'll figure something out. We'll be 18 soon and then we can move. He looked at me, "it's not that bad, she still has a job and she's not home most of the time." 

We slowly walked back to my house, holding hands. I stopped and turned to face him. Frank grinned, "you know, we haven't really kissed properly today." He cupped my cheeks and kissed me slowly. I stumbled back a bit, surprised and he pushed me further against the wall. He pulled away for a second before leaning in again, this time with more passion. He licked my lips and a moan escaped my mouth. He quickly cought my bottom lip between his teeth and nibbled it. 

His hands were placed on my chest, moving a bit, while i was tugging his hair. I gasped for air and pushed my tongue in his mouth. He smiled and moved his hand lower on my hips. I was a hot mess and i felt myself getting very turned on, very fast. Our tongues danced together, moving in sync. 

We pulled apart, both breathing heavily. I felt myself getting hard. Frank moved away, realising the grip and i let my hands fall down. My knees were shaking and i was glad there was a wall behind me. "Well that was great," Frank smiled. I nodded in agreement. "Bye" he waved me, as i walked into the house.

Mikey was a little mad, because i didn't go to school, though he wasn't nagging me. I guess i have to go tomorrow. Oh and on the top of all that, my parents are coming back. Not today at least. 

I curled up under the blanket. I wore Frank's hoddie over my pj's. It smelled just like him. But i was still so cold.

Gerard: Hey i can't sleep.

Frank: Me too, miss you.

Gerard: Yeah and i'm so cold and you're so warm.

Nothing. I sighed and placed my phone back on the desk. He's mom probably took it away from him. I shut my eyes and tried to relax. My body was still shivering. 

I heard a weird sound. I lift my head up and listened closely. Again, wait a second. Someone's knocking. I looked on my clock. It's already 11 p.m. Who the hell?

I opened the door slowly, seeing Frank smiling at me widely. "Hope i'm not to late? I came as fast as i could." I was completely amazed. He was trembling a bit so i quickly pulled him in. We went straight to the bedroom. "Wow, you're still wearing my hoddie?" I blushed and looked down. "It smells like you," i defended myself. 

He smiled and hopped into my bed. He was actually wearing my pj's. "Just give me a key and i'll go as soon as you fall asleep," he smiled sweetly. "No chance i'm letting you go." I laid next to him, pulling him down, so i could rest my head on his chest. He pulled the blanket all the way to my neck and hugged me tightly. "Still cold?" He whispered. "No," i said. He moved a bit to turn off my lamp and the room went dark. 

He sniffled my hair, placing kisses on it. I shrugged and hugged him across his waist. I sighed happily and drifted to sleep while Frank rubbed my back gently. It was perfect.