Apologies | Sinrin [HIATUS]

Apologies: Prologue

For the past 3 years, I have been fighting with my own anxiety that keeps on attacking me randomly. I oftens get dizzy and pictures of vague scenes will start playing on my dull mind. The scenes are stagnant, it didn't change for the whole 3 years, to the point that I already memorized the sequence of events that will happen. But I still cannot decipher the earnest meaning behind this, or if this scenes do really have meanings after all.

I tried almost everything to get this sickness of mine be treated, but I still haven't get any obvious improvements.

I am  starting to be hopeless.

Until the unexpected happened. I met a girl. I met her.

And that's when the fire of hope in my heart starts to unyieldingly spark again.

"WHERE THERE'S LOVE THERE'S HOPE"

Maybe the quotation is right.

Maybe she is my love. My love that gives me hope again.

"I love you, please don't leave me."

"My apologies, but I need to. Again I am sorry."