Surprise?...

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BamBam had known since his senior year of High School that he was what was commonly called a Little. That he, for one reason or another, when stressed went into the mindset of a child. Age varied on how stressed he was and what mood he was in really, and he didn't have to be stressed or upset to go into Little Space.

BamBam liked Little Space, it was fun, easy going, and carefree but he didn't ever feel comfortable enough about it to tell anyone... even after all the support he found online for Little's finding their caregiver or Daddy or Mommy... but BamBam didn't think he'd ever have one.

Now BamBam was in his second year of college and well.. still a Little. He had a small group of friends, there were 7 of them in total but none of them knew about his mindset.. and he planned to keep it that way.

He shared a dorm with the eldest of the group Mark, who was quiet but sassy and the two had grown rather close. BamBam admired Mark, and he wished he was able to be as calm and collected as him... but he was so scared that if he stayed still for too long he'd switch mindsets and everyone would find out and hate him. Even if everyone in the group was pretty open to various things and accepting it still scared BamBam.

Not to mention they were all so hopelessly gay.. except Mark.

Mark had a girlfriend Ha-Eun, and she seemed super nice. She was at their dorm a lot and she was always so quiet and reserved just like Mark it was shocking.. they were the opposite of Jackson and Jinyoung who were the loudest couple known to God in bed...

BamBam's only concern was that he would switch into Little Space when she was over... it was hard, BamBam had to constantly go out and hide anywhere he could find if he thought he was going to switch headspaces and half the time, because he wasn't somewhere safe with a caregiver and toys he spent his entire time in that headspace crying...

It was a mess, but BamBam was determined to keep it his mess and his mess only.

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yeah I started another story leave me alone I just wanna die in a pile of unfinished gay ass books okay