Surprise?...

30

and the lovely cycle of me saying sorry at the start of every chapter continues

Mark's POV

I was late to my first class and the second I walked onto campus I felt my stomach drop. There were flyers everywhere and they all had BamBam's photo on them with his old blue pacifier in his mouth. My hands formed tight fists and it didn't take a genius to know Ha-Joo did it which made me even angrier.

Rushing through Campus I ran into Jackson and sighed, "Have you seen BamBam anywhere he won't answer my calls?" I asked quickly and Jackson furrowed an eyebrow.

"No I haven't seen him.. why?" He asked oblivious to the posters all around the school grounds and I sighed grabbing one off a nearby locker and shoving it in his face.

"Oh shit." Jackson whispered and I laughed.

"Yeah oh shit I need to find Bam." I said looking around panicked. Jackson patted my back and we started looking in each of the classrooms that were empty and checking bathrooms.

Feeling at a loss Jackson called out to me from the end of one hallway and I ran over, noticing by his leg a pile of the flyers on the floor and Bam's backpack was laying there. Did he just drop his stuff and run out?

Next to his bag was another bathroom so I opened it and peaked inside, looking inside and under the stalls noticing someone sitting on the floor in the last stall.

"Bammie..?" I said gently, a hiccup coming from the stall.

I nodded at Jackson and walked over to the stall knocking on it softly, "Bammie can you open the door for me babe?" I asked gently and a harsh sniffle came from behind the door.

"Go.. away.." BamBam whispered before a soft sob followed and he soon muffled it my eyes stinging from tears.

"Bammie you know we can't just leave you.. we love you.. we're like a family." Jackson said softly but nothing happened.

I sighed, pressing my face into the door when I heard a click of the lock and it opened, BamBam walking out with his head down and burring it into my chest with a thump sound.

"It just hurts.. It hurts so much and I don't know why it even hurts and I feel stupid for hurting.." He cried and Jackson and I both frowned deeply.

I wrapped my arms around him and held him close to him, kissing the top of his head and trying to calm him down slightly. "Shh baby it's okay don't feel stupid for anything you feel ever my love. This is horrible and you have every right to hurt but it'll be okay, we'll get through this I promise." I whispered rubbing his back as he let his cries out and wrapped his arms around me.

Jackson turned to leave and give us privacy but BamBam grabbed his hand with his and squeezed it, "Stay.. you said family.." He whispered and my heart ached as I held him.

"Yeah.. Family..." Jackson nodded squeezing his hand back and looking up at me with a knowing sad expression.

Looks like we're having a sleepover tonight.