Surprise?...

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omg it's been a month- im sorry life has been a literal mess of just- *dies*

BamBam's POV

I felt hot tears fall down my cheek as I went to the bakery on Campus, wiping my face before entering and giving the owner a smile.  "BamBam right?  Let me get your uniform for you."  She said kindly before motioning me to follow her to the back.

I had gotten the job fairly easy and it made me almost sad it was so easy.  I didn't mind working, but I lived on campus so I wouldn't have bills for the reason of focusing on my classes and now I'd have less time for them and Mark..

Mark

He would be so mad at me if he knew what I was doing...  I couldn't believe I had agreed to paying Ha-Joo just to have him beat me  up.. but I didn't want him hurting my friends or anyone else ever again and today he still hurt Yugyeom...  I didn't have time to throw a pity party however because I had to work so I would be able to pay Ha-Joo next week.

Smiling at Ms. Song I took the uniform and went into the back and changed.  It was a simple white button down shirt with a black apron.  Meeting her back in the front she proceeded to train me on how to run the bakery on shifts that I would be alone.

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By the time I got out and bought some red hair dye and bleach it was 11pm  and I was exhausted, patting my pocket I felt something and my breath caught in my throat... My pacifier..  Groaning I took it out and threw it in a trashcan while walking to the bus stop.  Sitting at the bus stop I almost fell asleep waiting when someone sat next to me.  Looking over I saw Ha-Eun and my stomach dropped.

She had tears running down her cheeks and didn't seem to realize she was sitting next to me.  "Bad Day?"  I asked and she jumped looking to me.

She widened her eyes before a glare set on her otherwise pretty features.  "What the hell are you looking at??  Take a different bus."  She scoffed while turning away.

I hummed a bitter laugh leaving my lips as I realized the horrible irony that my life was.  Why would I even bother to care if she had a bad day, she's made the last 3 months bad.

"As you wish."  I grumbled, standing and walking away.  I was too tired to fight with her so I did as she wished and walked.  Instead of walking to a different bus stop I just walked to the dorms, arriving just past midnight.

Slipping inside I didn't see Mark home and felt worried, he wouldn't be in danger though... I had the deal.  Going to the bathroom I tiredly took the dyes out and began dying my hair.  If Ha-Joo can't tell who I am with neon red hair then the deal was off because he wasn't honoring it at all.

Rinsing the red out I got dizzy from lack of sleep and sighed while rubbing my eyes.  Sitting down on the bathroom floor I leaned against the tub and let my eyes fall closed...