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BAMBAMS POV

I woke up to a hand slowly running up and down my back, peaking open one eye I saw my head on Mark's lap and he was gently cradling me almost.  I jumped up quickly managing to smack my forehead into Mark's chin which made a loud clank.

Groaning we both moved away from each other and Mark hissed.

"What the fuck Bam- wait are you like Big Bam or Little Bam?  I don't wanna curse in front of little Bam but holy shit this hurts- oh fuck- oh my god I suck at this."  He grumbled rubbing his chin.

I widened my eyes but let out a small giggle, he was an idiot.

"I'm.. 'Big Bam' if that's what you want to call it.. sorry I just got startled."  I explained rubbing my forehead and he smiled.

"Are you okay?"  He asked reaching forward and ghosting his fingers over the red mark on my forehead and I felt my breath get stuck in my throat.

"Uh- yeah.. I'm fine.  Sorry about your chin.. and last night.."  I whispered looking down.

Mark sighed dropping his hand from my face and I felt the room get thick with unsaid words.

"I wish I knew she was so mean to you... I would have dumped her so much earlier if you had told me."  He said quietly.

I looked to him and he seemed upset, but I wasn't sure what was upsetting him.

"I didn't want to ruin your relationship."  I mumbled and Mark laughed.

"You didn't, she did by being ignorant and mean...  Can I like... ask you questions about the whole Little thing?"  Mark asked hesitantly.

I nodded a little worriedly since I didn't know if Jaebum explained it all to him or not but I really hoped he didn't think it was some weird sex kink because that's the complete opposite of what is was.

"When did you like, starting falling into Little Space?"  Mark asked and I smiled.

Moving to sit across from him I brought my knees to my chest.

"Umm probably in my 3rd or 4th year of High School.  I didn't tell anyone, not even my mom...  I just found other Little's online that helped make me feel like I wasn't as big of a freak."  I explained awkwardly.

"You're not a freak BamBam, you just are different okay?  That's not bad, it makes you special."  Mark said flicking my knee to get me to look at him.

"Then.. like do you like doing anything in specific when in Little Space?  Like do you have a favorite toy?"  Mark asked and I blushed.

This was such a stupid conversation to have to have with your roommate at 9am.

"I like to draw and color... I never bought any toys because I didn't want to risk getting caught in Little Space...  I usually locked myself in one of the storage closets till I came out of it.."  I whispered and Mark gasped.

"Bam!  No no no we have to get you like proper stuff so you can be happy no matter what headspace..."  He mumbled looking around for his keys.

"Get ready."  He told me and I widened my eyes.

"Mark no.. we don't need to.."  I told him grabbing his arm and he stopped and looked at me.

"Shh let me help you okay?"  He asked rubbing my shoulder before going and getting dressed.

MARKS POV

Once we got to the store I stopped to get a cart and then looked to BamBam to see where we needed to start.  BamBam gave me a panicked look and I laughed at how unsure he seemed about all of this.

"Okay well.. uh, how young do you typically go?  Like do we need bottles or just sippy cups?"  I asked quietly.

"Oh my god no bottles... Just a few cups I guess."  He mumbled and I smiled nudging him.

"Don't be so embarrassed!  Besides if anyone asks you can say its for a family member if you don't want to admit it okay?"  I said and he nodded.

We went into the aisle with the sippy cups and bottles and BamBam quickly took  a pack of 4 pale yellow sippy cups that had handles on them.  I smiled and we continued down the aisle where he also got some small plastic plates that had animal faces on them.

Next we went to the bath section where he got bubble baths and eye safe shampoo before we went across to the toy section.

"Hyung it's fine.."  BamBam said but I shook my head and walked up to some coloring books.

"Which ones do you like?"  I asked and he walked over looking at some of the books with me before picking a few.

After getting 3 books, 2 boxes of crayons, and a kids water color kit we were going to leave when he stopped and looked ahead with wide eyes.

"M- Markie look.."  He whispered his voice lighter and soft.

I could tell from how he stood and the lightness of his voice that he was in Little Space and I actually was kind of excited.

"What is it Bammie?"  I asked normally but gently as I stood next to him.

"Look it's a li- lion.. like RAWR!"  He said before covering his mouth and giggling.

I widened my eyes before laughing at how cute he was, reaching up and getting the larger Lion stuffed animal and handing it to him.

"Wa- really?"  He asked with large eyes.

"Of course."  I said patting his head and taking his hand while going to the register.

After checking out with all our Little Supplies we went to the car and put them all in the back, except the Lion, which he named Rawr.

BamBam sat in the front sit with Rawr in his lap and I laughed leaning over and buckling him in before going and getting into the drivers seat and heading back to the dorms.

This was going to be an adventure... but I was excited for it.

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