BamBam knew he was a little, but he never EVER allowed himself to go out and buy anything that would help him cope when in that mindset... Which becomes a problem when he switches into Little Space in the middle of a lecture... even more so when hi...
When we got to the dorm we quickly got inside with all of our supplies, once inside the room I let Bam go and play with Rawr while I went to the small kitchen to put away the food we also got. Chocolate milk, grapes, chicken nuggets (dino shaped), and some apple juice. I didn't really know how often BamBam would go into Little space but I wanted him to be comfortable whenever he did.
It still bothered me that he had been a Little for so long and never told me... or anyone but I'm his fucking roommate he shouldn't have ever had to run and hide in a closet. That would be so scary I can't imagine how it'd feel when in Little space.
I heard footsteps coming to the kitchen and I looked to see BamBam walking over slowly with Rawr.
"Markie..." He whispered and I smiled, he was so god damn cute.
"Yes Bammie?" I asked closing the fridge.
"Can Bammie and Markie watch watch movie?" He asked while dragging his foot back and forth on the floor.
"Of course, do you want something to drink?" I asked and he nodded looking up with a smile.
"Milk or juice?" I asked and he paused.
"Choco milk!" He said happily and I nodded.
"Okay i'll meet you at the couch okay?" I said and he nodded.
"I change clothes comfy clothes!" He said running away and I laughed trying to imagine what he'd thrown on.
While pouring his milk into his yellow sippy cup I secured the lid and sighed. Normally i'd be hanging out with Ha-Eun, cuddling and making out... but I guess that's all we really did.. We never just talked or laughed with each other now that I think about it.
I shook my thoughts off and entered the living room with wide eyes as I saw BamBam. He was sitting on the couch in just his boxers and one of my large white hoodies, which had the hood up and the sleeves over his hands.
I gave him his milk which he took by the small handles in both hands while Rawr sat next to him before sitting on the other side of him and taking the remote. Scrolling through the free movies I found Scamper the Penguin and put that on.
BamBam sat criss cross staring at the TV as the small blue and pink penguin moved across the screen and I smiled at how into it he would get and his small commentary. Towards the middle he leaned his head on my shoulder and I wrapped an arm around him as he continued to drink his milk.
During one of the intense scenes I felt the chocolate milk cup hit my leg and I saw it had fallen from his hand. Picking it up I put it on the table and saw he was sound asleep, his nose scrunching slightly as his hair tickled it.
I ran my fingers through his hair getting it out of his face when I remembered something else I had bought at the store. Reaching into my pocket carefully I pulled out a small blue pacifier. Leaning down I saw him moving his lips around and making small faces so I gently placed the blue plastic to his mouth as he took it in between his lips before he began sucking on it with a soft hum.
He snuggled into me more and I found myself smiling and kissing the top of his head before I could stop myself.
What was he doing to me?
After the movie ended and half of another random one, I think Happy Feet had played I decided to move him to his bed. Carefully I put my hand under his thighs which made my stomach turn as my hand touched his bare legs, while the other held behind his back and stood.
Once standing he readjusted slightly his nose burying into my neck and I blushed as I heard him sucking on the pacifier. I walked from the couch to his bed and carefully leaned down putting him on the small twin mattress. As I stood up I smiled at him as he made grabby hands for me and I quickly put Rawr in his arms. He hugged the lion to his chest and I carefully pulled the blankets over him before turning off the lights and just using a lamp on my side of the dorm.
I had a lot of research to do.. and a lot of feelings to sort.
mentally I feel like their dorm has a specific layout... wait IMMA BE REAL FUCKING EXTRA ONE MOMENT XD
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This is how I imagine their dorm room but obviously with less empty space because it'd be more cramped :) I'm extra shut up
