I used to think I was at least somewhat pretty... I'm really not. My friends tell me "You're so pretty! I hate it when you say you're ugly when you're really not." Suree, it gives me some confidence--but, then I look in the mirror.
My cheeks are too puffy. I have a really round chin. I'm flat everywhere. My eyes look really awkward. I don't know how to stand without looking awkward. WHERE DO MY ARMS GO????!?!!!!!! My hair is annOYING AND UGLY AND I"M UGLY AND I TRY TO BE EDGY BUT I SUCK AT IT I SUCK AT EVERYTHIng.
I also have a really annoying and obnoxious laugh. I also have a toxic personality. I'm rude and annoying and selfish and i cANT HELP IT I DONT WANNA BE ME those aren't looks but i still hate em.
But don't forget to be confident and positive and to love yourselF and I tRY but it doeSNT WORK LIKE THAt.
I asked my mom if I could shave my goDAMN LEGS for a VOLLEYBALL GAme and she gave me a lecture on how I shouldn't feel insecure about myself. That I should remember that no one really cares and i gET THat and i dO THAT but it's noT EASYY
but hEy i'm just ranting and i really don't like myself and im worried about everything but i don't have anxiety and i cant sleep but i dont have insomnia
i don't hate myself but i definitely don't like it either
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i dont have depression im not suicidal no need to worry guyzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
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Let's Write A Journal Yayayayay
RandomMore like a book so I can talk when others don't listen. And it's not daily at all. I'll just write whatever the fuck I want, whenever and yeah. No one is gonna read this but that's probably better.
