I'm honestly just a mess of things right now.

15 1 4
                                    

Okay anyways I'm like really confused. I don't think I'm lesbian, but I like girls both sexually and romantically. I definitely don't like dicks or whatever, but I'm not sure if I like dudes romantically or anyway at all. I've had 'crushes' on dudes, but I mostly just made myself think I did. I would kind of force myself to get all happy around them, make sense?

Anyways, I have no idea. I don't want to mistake what I'm thinking for anything and then realize later I'm not a lesbian, so then I'd have to deal with people saying 'I thought you were gay.'

I don't really care if anyone responds back and gives me advice 'cause I just want to get this off my chest.

No one cares, but I'm wearing a Google shirt that I often paint in (and I did paint in it the day before), some fuzzy socks that I got last Christmas, and some Paul Frank pyjama(or pajama whatever the fuck) pants. My hair is currently in a really bad scrunchy bun-ish thing. I look like i'm high so that's great. This is what I woke up in.

 This is what I woke up in

Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.

^pants I'm wearing

^how my hair is looking(ew)

Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.

^how my hair is looking(ew)

Let's Write A Journal YayayayayWhere stories live. Discover now