i miss you to much -Daniel

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College was hard.. well it was for me, not really my studies but more of I miss my boyfriend and my family, sure Harvard is great but I'm not the type of person that likes to be alone and now that I'm in college I am alone.

"Okay momma, yeah yeah, well yeah I need to go also got stuff to um.. study, finals yeah" I said; mom was getting ready for my sister and her boyfriend to go over for dinner, I missed them but I didn't want to drag them down.

This passed year has been hard for me, I get to talk to Daniel, my boyfriend, a lot but it's not the same as him being here and that's what sucks

After the first three weeks my Social life really just went down hill, I just stay in my room unless I have a class and I don't have a roommate so.. 

After the first month I was in a really bad metal state and I didn't open up to any of my family members or Daniel about it and it sucks.

"I love you too Daniel" I said as a hit tear rolled down my cheek, I missed him, "I can't wait to see your beautiful smile again baby, three days" I could hear him smiling! "Yes" I said trying to make it seem like I hadn't been crying, I've gotten good at it.

"Baby, I have to get some study down, I'll talk to you in the morning, I know you have work in the morning" I hate cutting our talking time off but I really did need to study if I wanted to pass.

I mean, all a's for a Harvard student is already good but I needed my test scores as good as that also and it was stressful.

"Okay, did you book your flight home yet, do you need me too" I nodded, "um.. yes I fly home in two days, after my exams" I heard him giggle, "Okay baby, I'll let you study, I love you"

"I love you" I said back and hung up, I looked at my textbooks and notes and rubbed my eyes, I grabbed my eyes and went out to get coffee at the coffee shop down the street.

Once I got back to my dorm I started studying, it was Saturday so it wouldn't matter how late I stayed up, I had a day of exams Monday and one on Tuesday morning and then I was back home.

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I sat down on the plane and turned my music on, hoping this five hour flight went faster than it would go.

When I got there I took a cab home, I told my parents I was coming home today but I didn't want them to waste gas or time getting em from the airport, I unlocked the door and walked in.

I set my bags down on the ground and heard laughing in the kitchen, "Y/NNNNNN" my youngest sister yelled as she jumped in my airs and gave me a kiss on the cheek, "I missed you" she said in my neck as I gave her a hug.

I set her down and smiled at her, "I missed you" my other younger sister came over and hugged me, my mom and dad pulled me into a tight hug.

"You've talked to Daniel" I nodded, "yeah I'm going to meet up with him soon" they all smiled, "we've missed you" they said again and I smiled.

"I've missed y'all, you have no clue how much" my youngest, Lynn smiled, "I slept in your bed, and wore some of your clothes sorry" I laughed and shook my head, "it's okay sweet girl" she hugged me again and I pulled her into my laps as we sat and ate.

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Daniel pulled up to my house and jumped out of his car and spun me around in our hug, I wrapped my arms around his neck and leg around his waist, giving him a passionate kiss.

"I've missed you" he said smiling and giving me another kiss, "you have no clue how much" he said as he put me down.

"Ready to go" he nodded as we got in his car, we ended up going to his apartment, we were cuddling, just talking.

He asked a lot about school which I didn't want to talk about knowing in three weeks I had to leave him again, just thinking about it makes me want to cry.

I sat on his lap and put my head in his neck, I started crying and he held my tighter and ran his hand up and down my back, "what's wrong princess" he ask smoothly.

"I missed everyone so much Daniel, I can't take it, I have no one up there" I stayed in his neck not wanting him to see me cry the very first night we've seen each other in months.

"Hey shh, I know it's hard but we missed you too, we are here no mother what for you baby, I'm always a dial tone away" I nodded as he pulled my head away from his neck and wiped a tear from my cheek.

"I love you" I smiled, "I love you too"

"I'm just so sorry for leaving you, but it's okay I won't leave again" he looked at me a little weird as he tear feel down my cheek and I wiped it off, "well baby you have to go back to college" I shook my head, "I don't wanna" he shook his head.

"Baby you are so smart and, you love studies why wouldn't you want to go back?" I cried a little harder, "because I don't have you, I don't have anyone" he kissed me.

"I may not be there physically but I'm there with you baby, remember that I'm only one phone call away" he pulled me into his chest and rubbed my back, "beside you'll always come back to me"

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