I want you to love me- zach

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"I want you, I want nothing but you, I want all your love and I want everything you hate about yourself" Zach said as he watched me from across the room, "I want you to smile at me the way you smile at him, I want you to crave my body instead of his when you need human contact"

I kept my back turned to him, ready to walk out of the room to go into the hospital hallway, us being surgeons, "I want you to call me over when you are sad or you want a shoulder to crunch on and I don't want it to be his"

"I want you to find comfort in me, I want you to be my best friend but I also want your body in ways no one should think about" my hand held the door handle.

"I want you to pick me, choose me, love me y/n and I'm not going to stop till you are sleeping in my arms at night, till you say I love you to me, because I know I love you and I know that you love me and I will never ever give that feeling up no matter how many times you call it stupid and tell me to forget it"

"He won't treat you like the queen you are, he won't love you half as much as me, you won't ever feel the way you feel about me towards him because what we have is true love y/n" I turned to Zach and shook my head.

"You hurt me, you broke me, I will never give you what you want, I am trying to move on and be happy once again, please please please just grant me that wish once Zach. It's all I ask from you"

I walked out and down the hall, holding back my tears to see my boyfriend, I took a deep breath and wiped my face. Walking quickly past him, he gave a look to the nurses and followed me into the on-call room.

I sat on the bed and let a little tear roll down my face, kian soon joining by my side "will you ever love me" I asked him, he gave me a weird look "baby where is this coming from" I laughed and shook my head "I was so stupid to believe that someone as great as you could possibly love me"

"What's happening baby" I shook my head "I want you to be happy and I know that it isn't with me, you might be happy now but in a few years it's going to be terrible because I will be caught up on a guy I shouldn't love"

"Is this about Zach" I shook my head as he nodded "I knew one day you would find out you still loved him y/n, I just wanted us to work for a while longer so you appreciated yourself more" I smiled and kissed his cheek.

"I will forever love you in my heart kian" he smiled and kissed my cheek, "just give Zach a few more days" I smiled and nodded "thank you for understanding" he smiled.

"Everybody has their one true love and he is yours"

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"Take what you want" I said while looking at Zach "and don't ever wish you had more" he nodded and kissed me "I could never"

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