Poems for Myself

"Blank Page"

                                                  06/13/19

Help me find the right words to write on this blank page

Help me fill this emptiness from within until I age

My mind was so lost for so much words wander around

But why can't my hands write down even just a few words?

There are a lots of poems hidden beneath my soul

Yet my memory seems to forget, it can't recall

Would you help me find those?

Or would you also vanish like a ghost

But then again we can just create a new poem

For I can just bury those in the soil of loam

A poem that's far from what I have written before

A poem that no heart can tore

Not those gibberish poems that was full of angst, loneliness and pain

How I wish that we can create a poem that has a direction

For the one I was with before left me amidst the storm not knowing he was my inspiration

He was my last hope yet he still left leaving me in a state of great affliction

Would you lead me to a peaceful path?

Or would you lead me to a place that's full of cruelty and wrath?

What would you write on this blank page?

My heart can only hope that it's about me and you being together until we age

                                      -Blabla-achuchu