Poems for Myself

"Words that slaughtered my soul"

I never knew words could hurt so much
That it made my tears turn into blood
I thought another story will about to unfold
As our feet crossed paths in a bridge of fate;
Little did I know it's another heartbreak with a bitter taste

Every flicker of your tounge touches my soul;
Little did I know I was just an another fool
Every word from your mouth
Captivated this heart so pure
I thought all you said was true-
But just like a figurative language; it was all  an overstatement and insincere

I grew fond of those
That I never realized it already has pierced my untainted soul
You never really meant what you said
You just love to play my heart which i'm afraid

You never loved me truly
You just loved the feeling of having me by your side each day
And you know what hurts me the most?
You saying how much you need me because I bring contentment in your heart that craves for something
It turns out I was just a satisfying thing that you need but I was never the thing that you loved the most

It hurts my soul down to the core
Every pieces tore
Fragile as a glass I can be
You've taken advantage of my vulnerability
Now I'm suffering from the pain that you've caused
Just a single word from you have turned my peaceful world into chaos

You said that I was your sunshine
That I was that missing piece
But those words turns out to be painful
Couz you have said it to her long before we've met
That's how you slaughtered my soul
Now a flood of blood, I can taste