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Falling Down

I tried finding light at the end of the tunnel and somebody blew my candle ofc I'm stuck inside that dark tunnel having to find my way out yeah ofc am talking about life .Truth? Well truth is I was never really a happy person just portrayed myself to be 🤧found happiness? Yeah I did but its not their no more its not their no more I tried umm finding love but  unfortunately I was never successful .I have been trying for a long time to make myself happy but I can't no matter . No matter how I try am starting to think it wasn't meant for me , but your always smiling and laughing though 🤔yeah but there was also a time when am cutting myself and popping pills to ease the stress too . I don't have anybody by myself eventually everyone leave  "you too young and pretty to be crying "  nah my mom was too young to give birth me and that's where the problem start .