I can't stand you

18 Jaebum

 I know it's been a bit im sorrryyyyyyyyyy also.  im at school and i haven't eaten and im so hungry XD dIeS

"Stop!  Let.  Go.  I don't want it."  I hissed moving Jinyoung's hands away as he sighed.

"Im Jaebum I am trying to help you!  Now stop throwing a hissy fit and let me put these on you!"  Jinyoung yelled at me and I groaned.

"I don't need help with everything Jinyoung!"  I complained and he huffed moving and sitting next to me on the bed.

"Do you want to go to the doctor without pants on?"  He asked me and I pouted.

"No..."  I mumbled and he sighed.

"Then let me put this stupid pants on you."  He said flapping the pair of jeans in the air.

Huffing I nodded and stopped pushing him away so he could put the pair of jeans on me.  Doing one leg at a time it was so weird to feel someone touching your legs and moving them and having no ability to move them yourself, they were just... limp.

Once he got them all the way up and buttoned and zipped them he smiled and gave me a peck on the cheek.

"See?  It wasn't so hard...  Besides you said you can feel when I put your jeans on now right?  That's progress from the therapy then because before you couldn't even feel your legs!"  He said happily and I couldn't help but smile.

"You know I love you right?  We should actually go on a date sometime... I feel like all we do is run the cafe and lug me to doctor appointments or meet Mark for the court case...  I want to do something for you."  I said and he blushed.

"You're so cheesy...  After this court case we can go on a proper date okay?"  He said stroking my hand and I smiled.

"Okay.. I can wait I guess."  I said and he laughed.

"You'll have to because we have to get your blood drawn at the hospital and then meet Mark so let's go!"  He said before taking my hand.

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The Hospital had thankfully let us borrow one of their wheelchairs since they had read my books felt sympathy and probably pity.  I didn't want their pity but I really didn't want Jinyoung to have to carry me like a baby everywhere so we took it.

Rolling down the Hospital hall we left to go meet Mark knowing that it would be pointless to wait for the blood results in the Hospital, it takes hours so we'd get the results via email in a few days anyways.

Sitting in a wheelchair was a huge adjustment to me, I hated feeling so helpless and needy when I was always the strong helping hand my whole life, helping the weak... but now I was one of them.

Jinyoung took my hand as he sat next to me at an outdoor table of a restaurant and gave it a squeeze, as if he read my thoughts.

"We'll figure this out babe okay?  Don't get so down, just plan that cheesy cliche date you want so badly okay?"  He said and I laughed.

"It'll be so cliche you'll melt."  I said with an eye roll and he laughed.

"Good."  He said bopping my nose as Mark sat at the table with us.

"Alright so this is how it's going to go..."