Foul words spill from my lips
Eyes still swelled from tears
Legs stumbled
You told me you would save me
From this veil
From this madness
As the streets howl with wind
And the moonlight shines
I realized it's to late
Far, far to late
We tried talking things out
Like it was normal
Like I was normal
For a while that's what I thought
But why
Why did this happen
Why so sudden
Are you still mad?
About when I stopped talking to you
I told you I was sorry
But I guess sorry doesn't cut it
I miss you
I hate you
I love you
All these emotions
And I could never see yours
Your anything
I don't even remember your smile
I treated you like a girl friend
Instead of a friend
I pissed you off multiple times
How do you even put up with me?
I'm so selfish
Such an idiot
A fool
How do you feel?
How do you actually feel?
About anything
Those bracelets around your wrist
To that time where you told us that you almost killed yourself
Those things I kept
Those words you wrote
I should have known sooner
But I was so worried about me
That I forgot about you
I said goodbye threw a fucking poem
Cause I'm to much of a cowered to tell it over text
WHO EVEN DOES THAT SHIT ANYMORE?!?!?
NO ONE DOES THAT BULL SHIT!!!
ABSOLUTELY NO ONE
I made everything about me
I should have made everything about you
So evewrld HOW IN THE HELL DO YOU DO PUT UP WITH MY BULL SHIT?!?!?!
