(This is in the melody of lovely by Billie Eilish)
The stars in your eyes
I still remember them
The gold in your heart
I can still hear it beating
Your kind soul
I can still see it
I still remember a lot of things
But I'm slowly losing my memory
And so many other things
We haven't talked in a while
I don't know what's keeping me from doing it
But I miss you
That's the truth
I miss your voice
There is so much I want to tell you
But I can't
I don't want you know
I don't want you to feel bad
But I did a bunch of shit
More than you would think
But when the sun rises
I think of everything
From you to brandy
My hair is still wet
From that night
I have sand in my sweater
From nights I don't remember
The sunrises and it's a whole new day
A new day
A new attitude
A different outcome
Maybe I'll be alright
All I have to do is wait for the sun rise
Then I'll put up a whole new fight
I'll do it untill night
Please don't worry I'll be alright
Just wait for the sun rise
And I'll do everything I'll even cry
From that night
Till day day will I see from a different sight
You'll be my light
But at sunset I'll wait
For another day to come
To put up a whole new fight
I'll just pick myself up
And dust my self off
And keep on moving down this ruff road
So I'll push on while I keep saying to myself
"All I have to do is wait till sunrise
And put up a whole new fight
She will be my light
Even if I cry
I'll do it untill night
I just want to fight my fears
Just fight
It'll be alright
Just pick your self up
I just want to win this war
And prepare to be knocked back down
I don't care I just want to do this alone
Tear me to peices
All the way down to my bone
Cause it's gonna be hard
Down this road
Wait till sunset
And climb into bed
And rest
And the sun will rise
Just prepare for this fight"
I know I won't win every fight
And I have to be prepared to loose
Just make sure that I'm prepared for it
Cause at dawn will I fight
And at dusk will I rest
Just know I'm fighting all day long
But I'm gonna be alright
I just want to fight my fears
And control my self
But I know someday I'll win this war
Even if the end is near
I don't even know what I'm fighting for
As long as I see the sunset
