My phone is exploding with messages, fan accounts are tripping, Alissa, gossip channels, Josh. What is going on?! And that's when I see the picture, I'm tagged in, appear on my phone. Meanwhile I'm being tagged in it by secondary accounts at least a few thousand times.
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Dear Brooke, recent events have changed your perception of me. Nothing in the entire world pains me more. You're not responding to any of my texts, calls or messages. All I want to say is that I love you, no one else on this entire planet matters to me as much as you do. I want the entire world to know that. I love you, I promise...
A lump forms in my throat as I proceed to read the message over and over again.
"What's going on?" Logan asks, a frown appears on his forehead. I don't know what to say to him.
Is jay for real...?
I get up from my cosy spot on the couch, I need some air. "Hey where are you going." I wave him away in an attempt to let him leave me alone. My heart rate is rising the more my brain starts twisting itself over everything. I only calm down once I feel the cold evening air against my skin. I breathe out and move my hands through my hair in an attempt to calm myself. The memories behind that picture come rushing back at once, I loved him so intensely then. I still love him, tears start to well up in my eyes, what am I supposed to do?! I like the guy inside, I do, I can't deny it. His warm touch does something to me, something I can't explain. However the feelings behind this picture are too strong and impossible to ignore.
"Hey Brooke." I jump when I hear a familiar voice appear out of the darkness...it's Jay. My eyes are still getting used to the dark night, but as the curly figure comes closer towards me I can identity Jay's features.
"What are you...- How did you...-"unable to finish my sentences I hold my tongue.
"I take it you've seen my post?" I feel his hot breath close to my body. My breath stocks in my throat all I can do is nod in response.
"Did you just nod in the dark?" He giggles his face moves closet to mine, his warm breath heating up my skin. He speaks slow with a hoarse voice.
I nod again and bite my lip, I can feel myself turning soft at one look of his gorgeous green eyes.
His hand reaches to push a pluk of hair behind my ear, I breath in... "I know you want me, Brooke." And he pushes his lips onto mine while kissing me passionately, his lips are soft and warm, I smell the beach in his hair and the sun on his skin...if that's even possible.
He lifts me up as I kiss him back, it feels safe with him, no safe is not the right word it doesn't feel safe it feels familiar. The warm feeling inside me grows and I smile mid kiss. "Let's go upstairs he whispers in my ear." I giggle and nod. He puts me down and runs inside, up the stairs before I can catch up to him. My first love.
I smile, this guy... I turn around to follow him inside, just when I walk through the door I see Logan with a confused look on his face staring at the stairs Jay just entered.
He looks at me, points in Jay's direction his mouth open, as if he wants to say something.
"I'm sorry." is all I know to say.
Then it hits him, we're back together. His eyes turn from a soft confused blue to a dark and angry color, his entire body tenses and he clenches his jaw.
He doesn't say a word and just turns around, back to the tv. I sigh, I hope I didn't hurt him. Jay and I are meant to be, he must know that. Logan and I could never be a thing, we are too different and he's kind of an ass.
I sigh to follow Jay upstairs, as I enter my room prepared for some epic sex I find a snoring Jay. The first button on his jeans opened and his shirt removed, still wearing his shoes and laying face up on the bed. Well fuck me! (well no cause clearly that's not going to happen)
I open the covers and go to lay next to him, let's just get some sleep...
