The silence of my hotelroom makes the space fill up with the sound of me crying. I pull the fluffy, crisp duvet over my head, still wearing my full outfit.
How could he do this to me in front of everyone, the most important day in my modeling career RUINED by that cheating asshole. What fucking idiot cheats on a Victoria secret model?!
I seriously get marriage proposals every single fucking day, how is this real? I can hear Logan laughing in my head, I'm sounding just as full of myself as him.
A swift knock on the door silences me, I hold my breath. "Brooke, can you please open the door you have my phone!"
It's Logan... fuck I still have his phone. I keep quiet as I quickly open my bag, softly grabbing his phone. Soft tears fall on the smooth surface of the screen, as i attempt to hold back my whimper.
He knocks harder this time... almost slaming against the wood. "Brooke, c'mon I know you're in there. You left your shoes in front of the door for fucks sake."
Why did I do that?
He laughs, as I hear a female voice giggle with him, drunkenly.
"Look if you're with Jay, getting it OoOoOnnn, Just slide it under the door."
What the fuck is that supposed to mean?!
I swing open the door, my sadness making place for pure anger. "What do you mean?!" I yell.
"Do you think I'm so pathetic I would Just jump straight back into bed with him." His smile dissapears.
He opens his mouth, "No Logan, let me finish. You have made these past months miserable. CONSTANTLY making fun of me, and you know you're right! Jay is a fucking Asshole. Maybe even worse than you. But I am SO done, done with both of you?!"
After fending to Logan I can't hold back my tears any longer as I fall to my knees, sobbing.
"I think you should go.." Logan pushes the drunk model away.
She scoffs "Rude" as She woddles away.
"Brooke?" He whispers.
I feel my body softly pulled against his warm chest as he carries me to the bed.
We lay there for what feels like hours. His arms wrapped firmly around my waist, my head listening to his calm heartbeat.
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I show him the video of Jay fucking another girl in the shower, the shower from this exact hotel. It makes me absolutely sick to my stomach as I show Logan the images.
"I didn't know...Brooke." I look up at him, my chin resting on his chest. I probably look like such a mess, I feel the Dried up tears stick to my cheeks.
He is looking at his phone, scrolling through the endless string of Posts. He didn't have his phone, so he couldn't have known.
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have yelled at you." I whisper.
"Sssst... It's Okay." He Kisses the top of my head before tightening his grip.
"Brooke! We need to talk." The door swings open. Logan and I both lift our heads, confused.
A drunk Jay stops in the dooropening. "What's this then?"
I feel Logan's muscles tense underneath me, he cleches his jaw.
"You know what, I see you two have finally found each other. I bet you get off just by looking at each others social blade, don't you?!"
"Jay shut the fuck up!!! GO AWAY" I yell at him.
"Honestly you both deserve each other, the egomaniac and the-"
Logan jumps up and with barely one step he reaches Jay and before he can finish his insult Logan hit's him on the jaw. Jay falls to the ground.
I can't help, but chuckle at his unconscious body, I can't believe how I've put up with him for so long. "Brooke, are you okay?" Logan turns his head towards me, a concerned expression on his face.
"Are you okay, you just about broke his jaw?!" I walk over to him and grab his hand to take a closer look.
"I'm fine." He smiles. "I should get into boxing." He giggles.
"I'm calling security, before he wakes up." I reach towards the phone. Logan nods and sits down next to me on the side of the bed. Afterwards we both just sit there, in silence.
Finally, after a while Logan speaks up. "I have an early flight tomorrow and you are going to New York, I'm going back to LA. Maybe it's time to get some sleep. "
Logan gets up and steps in front of me. I look up at his soft eyes and unshaven face. He places his arms loosely around my torso. The muscular scent of sweat, cologne and a hint of smoke fill my nostrils.
His arms move away from my body before the cold air hits my skin. I don't want him to go.
"Logan...do you mind staying..? Just for the night." I look up at him through my eyelashes scared to get rejected.
He raises his eyebrows. "Are you sure you don't want me to get Josh?" He asks.
I shake my head.
"Yeah, yeah of course." He stumbles.
"I get that you don't want to be alone." I smile as he squeezes my hand.
"I'm just going to change into my pajama's real quick." I murmel as I walk into the bathroom, why am I shy all of sudden?
After I turn on the light I look into the mirror. It's a thousand percent worse than I thought. My hear is knotted and greasy, my extensions are hanging on by a treat. My make-up is smeared all over my face. My dress is stained and creased. I smell of desperation, heartbreak and defeat. I can't lay next to Logan like this! I don't even wanna lay next to myself looking like this for that matter.
How am I going to fix this utter mess...?! First I need to remove my make-up, my extensions and my clothes. Then I brush my hair and decide that even though it's 4 AM I need to shower. After some serious moisturising it's finally time for bed.
I open the bathroom door finding a sleeping Logan in the bed in nothing but his boxers. I smile, he can be such an asshole with his cripling ADHD and egocentric ways, however he has never looked this innocent and perfect before in his life. I crawl into bed next to him.
His sleeping body turns towards me and pulls me against his chest. "You smell good." He murmels. A smile appears on my face as his body and the soft duvet warms me into a deep sleep.
After everything that happened tonight I feel safe in his arms, it's a strange sensation. But, I don't want it to go away. I don't want him to go away....
"Fuck fuck fuck FUUUUUUUUCK!" The figure next to me yells...
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