Vent art yet again
This was a pretty low-key weekend but it was miserable for me for reasons I don't even know how to explain
It was just one of those times where I'm feeling horrible for little to no reason, and nothing I did could make me feel any better
I'm just hurting, and I can't even fix it
I'm constantly told that it'll be alright, that it's okay to feel bad sometimes, that I'll feel better soon, but sometimes I don't
So, this
It doesn't even matter now
It shouldn't even matter now
Why does it even matter now
If I'm supposed to be safe and sound?
I feel like going numb
Now my mind comes undone
Tell me it'll be alright
Tell me that I will be fine
Tell me it's okay to cry
Tell me hope is still alive
Tell me what I should be saying
Tell me that we all need saving
Tell me, won't you tell me
I'll be going home tonight
But when push comes to shove
All the answers may not come from above
So why do I love
To reach out so much
Basically I'm not well and I relate to that song on a too-deep level
Fun times.
-Rush💙