yesterday was fine until i found out that one of my closest friends recently killed himself.
no. i'm not kidding.
i wish i was.
more than anything else, i wish i was.
i can't stop crying.
i don't know what to do.
itwasAidensfault was one of my best friends, and now he's gone.
i spent most of last night crying and drawing this.
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I should've known you wouldn't stay on Earth.
I already freaked out in my randomness book, so I'm not gonna go into that again.
I just want to talk to him, one more time.
I want to thank him for being part of my life.
I want to apologize for every jerkheaded thing I've said.
I want to let him know he was a better friend to me than he thought.
I want to tell him I loved him like a brother.
I want to tell him anything.
But I can't.
So I'm stuck whispering goodbyes into thin air.
-Rush💔
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