Okay this might not be something everyone does but personally when I'm bored I just make up random conversation in my head, like I could just be sat there, and say a good 2 minutes have passed, you already know that I have had at least 12 random conversations with random people that most likely will never happen. But whenever I finish I just kinda sit there and think, what was the point of all of that, none of it meant anything, nothing will most likely come out of it, so I wonder why my Brian even focused upon it. I think I've got to a point where I have so many potential conversations in my brain with people, that I sometimes forget what I have actually talked about with that person. This is problem the main reason when I'm talking with someone or mainly in a group I get lost very quickly, because while you have just gone from one topic to another. I have just gone through a life time worth of drama, heartbreak and love in that small amount of 10 minutes, so understand if I'm lost in a conversation it probably doesn't actually have much to do with what the actual conversation was about, it was mainly me having multiple conversations where no one will ever actually hear or understand
