When I started writing in this book, I thought this is what I needed, to put my thoughts onto paper, get everything out there, it would make it easier to be me again. But because I'm facing my problems more head on, it's making it harder to deal with them. I don't think I'll be writing in this book as much as I have, mainly because I am falling even harder then before. I feel like I take one step forward and a hundred steps back. I might still write in this book, but not for a while. So ... Goodbye for now
