When I first met you i, never had to try very hard to figure you out, how you were feeling, what you were feeling, and it was very easy to see what you needed. But it's not the same, your not as open, it's not as easy, when other people ask you if you are okay, you just nod, and then they are content with that answer. But I'm not. I also don't want to keep pushing you, to get you to open up, because I feel like if I keep on pushing you to open up, you will get annoyed at me and I would never want us to fall out, I don't know what I'd do without you. But because I know you better then I probably know myself, I know your not okay, your mask is back on, scared that we will see the broken side, but you don't have pretend, we have all let our masks fall. I care about you, and I want you to know I'm always here for you, even if you don't want a reply from me, I want to know what is happening in your mind. I want things to go back to how they used to be between us. I miss you. I care about you. And I love you 💛
