Your P.O.V :
I walked tiredly into my dark apartment after a rather long and exhausting day at work. Everyone today was on edge especially Fish Moony when we found out that Oswald was alive and well working for Maroni. Fish was pissed and was worried about what he might say but I on the other hand was full of confusing emotions. Fish Moony hired Oswald and I at the same time. We both worked close to Fish and over time we got really close. We knew everything about each other and I mean everything. We hung out all the time, to the point where I would have dinner with him and his Moms from time to time. She is always so kind to me. We were inseparable but this past month has been nerve racking. Fish took us in and treated us like her own, and I looked up to her like a Mom. I have such respect and admiration for her, but Oswald didn't see it my way. He wanted to take over Gotham using the well known criminal empire. I respected his dream and ambitions but I didn't think it was going to end well, and it didn't. When Fish told me that Oswald was "taken care of" , my heart shattered. I .....I cared about him ..... Maybe even loved him. I tried to put my feelings aside for work and for Fish, but I was struggling and Fish noticed. She knew I liked him but she knew I was loyal to her. So she tried to help me coop with the loss, but what stung the most was when I got the news the Oswald was alive and he didn't even tell me. I felt so strongly about him and he didn't even tell me that he was ok. I thought I meant more to him then that, But I guess it was one sided.
I sigh as I through my bag on the cough, walking past my bed and into the kitchen. Only to stop and see something out of the corned of my eye. I quietly take out a kitchen knife and turn around back towards my open bedroom. There siting on the edge of my bed was Oswald, hands folded and waiting patiently. I pointed the knife at him but kept my distance. I knew that even though he had problems with his leg, he was more then capable of fighting back. "I'm sorry for the intrusion, but I needed to speak with you." He said politely. So many emotions were flooding through me. I felt anger, sadness, betrayal. "Why?" Was all I could say. He got up and fixed his suit. "Please put the knife away dear. We both know you can't us it." "How would you know?" "Of course I would know I'm your best friend remember?!" "Not anymore." I said firmly. "Ouch. That really does hurt Y/n!" He said slowly walking towards me causing me to back up. "Put the knife down." "So I could just let you kill me. I don't think so." "Y/n I would never want to hurt you! what makes you think that?" He looked concerned. "I know what your plans are. So you'll kill me to keep your interests in tacked." "Y/n it's been so long since I told you all those thing and you haven't snitched once. I trust you with everything." He admitted.
I put the knife down but looked away from him knowing that my emotions were starting to overwhelm me. I pushed my tears down and looked back at him. "So what do you need to talk to me about?" "I wanted to tell you that I was alright." I shuck my head. "That was weeks ago and your just coming to me now?!" I say frustrated with a slightly raised voice. "I didn't know if it was safe to." He admitted. "You could have done something! you could have slide a note under my door or called me from a disposable cell phone but No! Instead you let me sit here and think that I lost the one person I truly cared about! And made me go through intarigation from Fish and countless others to make sure I wasn't a traitor." I started crying. Not even caring that I told him that I cared about him. I didn't care that I was spilling my heart out to him, he needed to know how he made me feel and the things that he put me through. "I'm sorry I didn't tell you. Ok. I'm sorry. The truth is I didnt know what to do. I was scared that if I came to you I would be putting you in danger. And I'll be damned if I put the one person I can't live without in harms way." He wiped away my tears with his hands and held my face gently for a moment before letting go. "I felt so betrayed. I thought that the feelings I had for you weren't mutual and one sided." I admitted still shedding a few tears. "No never. Never in a million years." He said putting his hand on my cheek again, cupping my face. "I haven't been completely honest with you." He admitted looking into my eyes then continued. "At first I wanted control of Gotham, but when I met you and got to know you, all that changed. That turned into my second dream." "What became your first?" "You. It's always been you. I love you Y/n." He confessed. I was at a loss for words. So instead of talking, I kissed him. It was gentle and passionate. His lips were so soft and they felt so right against mine. As we both pulled away I smiled. "I love you too." I confessed feeling my heart flutter even more when I said those words. The words I've always wanted to say to him.
We stared at each other for hugging. "So what do we do now?" I asked pulling out of the hug. "For now continue to work and act like normal. Leave the rest to me. I've actually been working for Falcone the entire time. So he'll protect you if anything happens. I know this is dangerous but when all this is over I'll be king of Gotham and you'll be my queen." He explained holding my hand and kissing my cheek, he let go and proceeded to show himself out but just before he closes the door he added "Don't worry. Everything will work out just fine. Now get some sleep dear. I love you." "I love you too." I smiled.
Hey everyone sorry it's been so long since I posted. I've just been really busy The last two months. I am in a fantastic relationship and I got my dream job so I am very very ecstatic. With that said I know that's just excuses and I will try extremely hard to ensure that I post 3 to 4 times a month. But I'm looking forward to writing everything I have planned out and I can't wait for you guys to see it.
