LAWLZ..... Grab your box of tissues now. D;
what if I happened to put Niall's P.O.V. in here..? hmmm? pssh.. mabye next chapter.. if you vote this. I'll add a Niall P.O.V. SO VOTE!
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Niall. They don't want me seeing him so they took me away with Sam. Harry didn't want me seeing him. "So your taking me out shopping so I can't go near him." I take a deep breath and swallow the hurt from the words down into my heart. Pain growing bigger.
She just nods and holds me closer. Sobbing uncontrolably, I feel the car come to a slow stop. Slowly I push myself away from her. I hand her my phone. "If they want me away from him, fine. Don't come looking for me." As I open the door with force my hands become slippery from the tears I wiped off from my face. Slamming the door behind me. Not looking back.
Ahead of me is an open bay. I drift over towards the edge of the bar. I look over and watch as it moves along slowly. Still sniffiling, I look back at where the taxi was. It was gone. She knew I needed my space. I gave her my phone so no one could contact me. I'm just going to walk alone. If they don't want me near him, so be it.
I won't be near anyone. Because no one wants to be near me. What if I just went home now. I went back to the hotel, got my stuff, and left without anyone knowing. It sounds like a good idea.
I know Harry loves me but I'm not sure if I love him back. Yes I'm going to state this again. I may be in-love with Niall. But it's so early, how can I tell? It's only been a week and a half. But already, I have such stron feelings. Could this be because he's taken? Maybe that's just it. Since he's not single anymore, I want him.
What am I saying? I'm deffinity not like this. Not jealous, I never cried over anything. But now I'm lost. I don't know which direction to go into. There is just no one direction. There's millions and millions of directions. I think I just chose the wrong one. I chose one that I can't turn back from. Both of those boys are irrisestable, I bet any girl would be pissed off that I didn't choose one. Toying with both of their Hearts, emotions, pain, suffering. Why am I surrounded by people I love yet feel so alone?
I can't stop crying. I watch as my tears fall off the bridge. I'm all alone. No one's here to comfort me, I don't want to be comforted. I don't want to be loved either.
All of these feelings that are pilling up on my body are just making me weaker.
I make my way over to a little bench over-looking the bay. With nothing on me. No purse, no phone, no money. Just me.
Even if i wanted to go anywhere, I couldn't. The best I could do is wander on the streets. Hopefully no one will notice me.
I look up at th sky. Their's no more sun. Just gray clouds, I can feel the rain start to trickle on my little black leather jacket. With my mascara running down my wethered cheeks. I use my hands to push myself out of the bench. Walking over to the sidewalk, filled with little dots from the rain. I just keep walking away from the direction in which I came. So no one can find me. I can now run away from my problems.
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"I knew you would be here." I look up to a blonde-haired figure.
"N-Niall?" I start to cough. Opening my weary eyes even more.
"I'm here love and I'm here to stay." Niall grabs my hand and pulls me up.
He just lets me look into his blue eyes. Both of his hands on my shoulders, gripping lightly as they travel down to my hands. He grins a little, I'm still in shock. Niall said he's here to stay.
Just for a moment I look at him, a quiet minute. Our gaze holds, both not able to look away. He cups my cheek for a moment.
"Iv'e always loved you Carly." He whispers and pulls me in closer. Our noses touch as his eyes grow brighter with color and size. "You love me too right?" He whispers quieter looking at my lips. Then looking back up at me again. He finally leans in, so close, yet so far away.
well....well...well... Did you really think that Niall was there? Wait what if he was? Is this passage above a reality .... just going to let your minds travel a little... Comment/Vote. lol.. .should I make it a real thing.. or did I already? heh. HAVE FUN FINDING OUT! xoxo- roni(: xx
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