"Taylor, please" I beg.
"Lexi I can't stay... not here"
She tells me. I can see the pain in her eyes and how badly she's trying not to cry. She is much stronger than me, she always was. That's what big sisters had to be, a strong example.
"What about me!" I sob into my hands, I don't know what the exact feeling is but, this most certainly is the worst thing I've ever felt.
"Lexi, you'll find a way."
"No I won't, not without you!" I cry harder as the words roll of my tongue.
"I'm so.. so sorry" she says. Is she sorry? Why is she leaving me here? Why can't I run away too?
"One day.." She continues, with a look of true sympathy.
"One day, you'll be in my shoes. One day, you'll know how hard this is and why I can't stay."
Will I? Will I ever escape?
I doubt it. It's not that easy.
"I love you" a smug smile tugs at the corners of her mouth and, I wipe my eyes.
Breath.
Trying to not cry only makes my tears stream even harder down my flushed cheeks.
"I love you too" I whisper, I can't do much more than just that.
"I have to go" she tells me, a single tear falls from her perfect face.
She walks out of our room and moments later I hear the front door slam shut.
Why?
Why why why?
My breathing grows faster and more ragged.
"Agh!" I scream into my pillow. My wet, tear-soaked pillow.
The worst feeling I've ever had overtakes me, it engulfs me, this feeling that I just had half of me ripped away.
Nothing is right anymore.
Not a thing.
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Pieces//not being finished
Fanfiction"What are you running from then?" He asks, a smile painted on his face. "Everything" she admits. "Your past will catch up to you one day you know" he plays with the piercing on his lip. "I know" she whispers. "All the little pieces." He breaths. "Al...
