Broken English (Student/Teacher Zarry&LiLo)

Weekend Away: Part Two

***WARNING: MATURE SCENES***

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Song of the Chapter: English Love Affair by 5SOS

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*Harry's POV*

Ryder grinds his hips against mine as he sucks yet another love bite into my neck. I had never really thought of going all the way with someone, other than Zayn, until now. In my position, going all the way means complete submission, which isn't one of my strong suits if I'm being honest.

Ryder slips a hand down my swim trunks, slowly shuffling them down my legs. It's really happening. My breathing speeds up and I tightly grasp Ryder's shoulder to get his attention. I am surprisingly nervous, considering my reputation and all.

He kisses my lips, humming against them in acknowledgement.

I push him up so that he's forced to look me in the eyes.

"Look. I've never done this be-" Ryder cuts me off in disbelief.

"Are you jerking me off?" He asks, eyebrows raised.

"Clearly, I am not." I chuckle holding up my hands.

Ryder smiles and jerks the bed a little. "But seriously, are you pulling my leg or are you serious?"

I trail a finger down Ryder's chest. "I'm serious."

"You've never even topped or anything?" Ryder says baffled.

I shake my head, still drawing patterns on his skin. "Nope."

"What about all the rumors of you being a sl-"

"Don't finish that sentence please." I look up at him with sad eyes, sighing deeply. "They were only rumours."

"But you-"

"Only ever blows and handies." I laugh as a tear falls.

"I'm sorry that I almost called you a sl-"

"Sh sh sh. It's okay. I forgive you." Ryder's face softens and he kisses me deeply.

"Still, I feel bad."

"Just make love to me and everything will be alright." I beg.

"Okay okay. Greedy boy." Ryder kisses me again, slipping his tongue in my mouth as his thumb massages my right hip.

"Do you have a condom and lube and-" I stutter out breathlessly.

Ryder presses a finger to my lips. "Calm down Harry. I came prepared. Everything's okay."

I nod and cover my face with my hands. "Gosh I know. I'm sorry I'm just extremely nervous."

"I get it. I was a mess my first time." Ryder says then slaps a hand over his mouth.

"It's fine." I place my hands behind my head to show him that I'm unphased despite the jealousy burning in the back of my mind. "I didn't expect you to be a virgin. You're a very handsome older man with needs."

Ryder blushes and bends over to grab some things from his bag.

I whistle and smile, holding in a laugh. "Great view from up here. You should really come and join me."

"If you insist." Ryder pounces on the bed and crawls over to my waiting body.

Our lips connect as my arms wrap around his neck, pulling him closer. Suddenly, I feel a lubed up finger prod at my entrance.

I gasp. "R-Ryder!"

"This will help it be less painful love."

"Oh." I squirm in his grasp, nerves taking over.