Choosing August

2012

Chapter 2:
Once again this chp is Rated R so if your eyes and heart can't take the freaky stuff wait until Chp 3 lol, but for my freaks and/or matured readers enjoyyyyy😏😏😏😏🙈🙈🙈

So it's almost 7:00 now and we're all starting to go and get ready, I go into the bathroom light some candles, turn on my pandora station to Chris Brown, run me a hot bubble bath, slip outta my clothes, pull my hair into a messy bun, hit the light switch and slide off into the steamy water, the hot water sent tingles down my spine and it felt so relaxing, as I was laying there my favorite song by CB came on 2012:
Faire l'amour lendemain...

[Verse 1:]
What if the sky was turning red?
I know we'd be safe
Right here in my bed
Laying face to face, oh girl,
I love the way you sound
When you rain on me,
So tonight let's act it out
Show you how it's gon' be,
I'm gon' kiss your other set of lips
Hold your body by your legs and hips
The world can't end until we finish
Girl we gon'...

[Hook:]
We gon' do it like it's 'bout to be the end of the world
And they depended on us
To make earth shaking love
As we lay down, lay down
Telling me to go harder, go harder
Telling me to go deeper, go deeper
I feel your knees getting weaker and weaker
We can go longer if you just lay down, lay down....
....that song just takes me to another place, it's kinda bitter sweet because this is the song that was playing when I gave up my virginity to Korteze. I closed my eyes just reminiscing, I still remember it just like it was yesterday....

May 17th 2012
"Happy birthday Teze"😘😘😘 Thanks bae, you've made my birthday so memorable,this trip, the dinner, Drake concert, my Rolex, out fits, Jay's😘 and my new Ray Bans. This is more than anyone could ever ask for he said as he wrapped his arms around my waist from behind me. This view is amazing as we both stared out at the view of the ocean front listening to the waves crash, I worked super hard to save up money to make sure that he had the best 21st birthday ever. I surprised him with a 4 day trip to Panama City Beach, Florida, && his birthday fell on that Saturday the last night we were staying, our flight was at 9:30 Sunday morning so we decided at 2am it was time to bring it back in to the hotel, we stayed in one of his favorite places, The Hyatt, ordering room service every morning by this time Teze && I had been together for almost 3 years && believe it or not we still hadn't had sex, growing up in the country I was always taught to save yourself for marriage and that was my goal until tonight, something was different about Teze although he expressed to me a thousand times how bad he wanted me he never pressured me once about having sex && that turned me on even more, I had faith in him and us that he'd never cheat on me, and so far word never got back to me that he did. So as we stood there swaying back in forth looking out at the view he kissed me on my neck I could still hear the music in our suite playing in the background, it was J. Holiday- Put you to bed, one of my favorite songs since high school, I turned around to him && started kissing him on the lips starting with little soft pecks && then we deepened them, he ran his hands up && down my spine causing all types of pleasurable sensations to run through my body, the breeze started blowing again causing my nipples to erect, then a small sound of thunder started roaring in the distance which caused us to break our kiss, I looked him in those soft brown eyes && I knew then I was ready. It thundered again and this time little sprinkles started to fall, he picked me up and carried me back inside the suite, the candles that I had lit were almost burned out and there were rose petals everywhere from where I had his presents laid out in the room. "Teze, I love you so much, you mean the world to me and I hope that I've made your birthday as memorable as you did mines" "You did Dore, I can't picture myself with anyone else but you, you complete me, my family loves you and I love you too. You're the one I want to spend the rest of my life with" We began kissing again as he laid me down on our king sized bed with Rose petals everywhere. He started planting kisses on my neck, my shoulder blades, chest, stomach, thighs, and then my finger tips, I made little soft moans in satisfaction, by then the sprinkles that we had felt on the balcony had turned into a full fledge storm, between the rain and pandora playing it was perfect I whispered in his ear words I'm sure he's been waiting to here since he meet me back in 09 "I'm ready Teze" he looked up at me somewhat happy and somewhat confused, "Are you sure Dore??" "I'm sure, you're who I want to be with for the rest of my life and I know you wouldn't do anything to jeopardize us, I'm ready I said as I smiled" He kissed my forehead and said, "Baby as much as I want to I really didn't think it would happen tonight so I didn't come prepared" I laughed a little and said, "It's okay I figured, I eased from up under him and went to my suitcase pulled out this black box with a red bow tied around it and said with a smirk, " Here, your final birthday present."
He looked at me and grinned with that perfect smile of his, pulled the bow un loosed and opened up the box, and there laid a gold magnum condom his face lit up like a little boy on Christmas and said, "Now by far THIS is the best birthday present ever" he scooped me up in his arms again laying me back down onto the bed, planting wet kisses all over my body slowing pulling off my little silk black robe that I slid on after showering when we got back from the concert, revealing my nipples, he ran his tongue over the right one as he gently squeezed the other with his hand causing me to moan out again, he continued sliding my robe down off of me leaving the only thing on me my Victoria secret red && black leopard sheer thongs. "Mmm this ass is so juicy" he said as he gripped me by the waist kissing me on my thighs again, by this time I had started getting soaked between my legs, he nibbled lightly all over my thighs which was driving me crazy then slowly slid my thong off with his teeth. He then spread my legs apart and said, "Damn Dore you're hella wet, you've been waiting for this moment just as long as I have huh, I said yeah kinda embarrassed for getting wet that quick lol" he ran his fingers over my wet spot put it to his mouth && tasted it Mmm you taste just as good as you smell he said grinning at me causing me to blush, next thing I know he had disappeared below my waist causing me to this time moan out even louder he flickered, sucked, and nibbled for what felt like an eternity until finally this overwhelming feeling that I've never experienced before came out of me causing my legs to tremble in pure ecstasy🙈🙈🙈 after I came he came up for air and kissed me while sliding the condom on over his harden penis(bae was truly blessed between the legs🙊🍆) as he started to slide himself inside of me I could hear the words to 2012 playing on pandora Chris was sounding so freaky making me even more wet, I tensed up a little in pain but he took it very slow with me, then finally it went from painful strokes to sensual strokes I couldn't believe that after 21yrs I was finally giving up my V Card the one thing that I held so dear and close to me, the one thing that kept me losing boyfriends in high school, the one thing that made my enemies envy me and I didn't regret it not one moment, the sound of the thunder and rain in the background in competition with Chris Brown was everything, Treze took such good care of me that night, making me come over and over and over again until finally he came, we both laid there breathless sweat beads all over our body's, I looked down and seen that the cherry had been popped and smiled he looked over at me and kissed me on the forehead and said I love you Jadore Makenzie Spears and I said I love you too Korteze Marcel Morris we got up took a shower together and took a little nap, by then it was 5am the candles had burned out completely and we still needed to pack and clean up before our plane ride back to Atlanta. I think it's safe to say that birthday 21 was a success ☺😌