heartbroken. the only word that can be used to describe my mood right now. i saw a text on john's phone of some girl flirting with him. i know we aren't dating, but it really hurt me. and now i have to stay at the lodge with him for another week.
our parents had gone home but he still insisted on acting like a couple in front of lauren and annie. he doesn't know i told them and i don't want him to know.
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kenzbby never thought that one day I'd be losing you </3
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annsbby that's my bsf😚❤️
laurbby you slay boo💘😚
johno looking gorgeous baby☺️❤️☺️
after i posted i put my phone down and went downstairs. i was greeted by a kiss on the lips from johnny. i pulled away rather quickly and walked over to annie and lauren.
"what's been up with you and john" annie questioned
"yea you seem kind of distant" lauren sighed
"well i saw a text from a girl on his phone and i don't want to be that person so i don't want to like him"
annie and lauren sighed and gave me a big hug.
"it's ok baby" anns whispered into my ear
"show him what he's missing"
i laughed and ended the hug.
we were sitting on the sofa watching tv till later on in the day, when johnny came down.
"hey kenz baby, you wanna head to bed?"
i looked and annie and she nodded
"uh sure, 2 minutes"
i went upstairs and got changed into sweatpants and a crop top and i got into bed. then johnny came in.
"kenz you ok? you've been distant" he sighed as he sat down next to me.
"yea why wouldn't i be?"
"well just ever since our kiss.."
"you're right, things have been awkward but i think we should forget about this kiss and go back to being friends"
