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johno she's so silly, ily baby💓

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kenzbby ily john💘

i decided to text kenz and see where she is.

shit.
why'd i day that.

i saw her coming downstairs so i walked over to her.

"ready?"

"i guess so." she said and walked next to me to my car.

i took some pictures of her. here they are:

i grabbed some fake snow and threw a snow ball at her.

"oh it's on... babe" she screamed and started throwing snowballs at me.

i threw one at her and somehow we both ended up on the ground with her on top of me.

we just layed like that for a while, then i started leaning in and so did she. next thing i knew our lips were slammed against each others and we were kissing. it was magical. then she suddenly pulled away

"um, we should get going" she stuttered and got off me.

weird.

kenzbby shit.

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johno damn my girl is cute😍

laurbby dm me bby

annsbby and me^

shit.

kenz
me and john kissed and now i think i have feelings for him.
shit.

anns
that's great kenz, what's the matter?

kenz
remember this is all fake. he doesn't actually want to date me , he's pretending.

laur
what are you talking about, of course he likes you.

anns
i've seen how y'all act around each other, he likes you kenz.

kenz
no.

i'm going to try and distance myself from john so that whatever i am feeling can go away soon.

i walked downstairs and saw everyone sitting on the sofa. i saw an empty space next to john, but instead i squashed myself in between annie and hayden. i briefly looked over at john and he looked, upset? no, that's just my imagination.

after everyone finished watching tv, i walked upstairs to annie's room and we talked about random things and we FaceTimed lauren. i looked at the time and saw that it was 10pm.

"alright, night anns. sweet dreams" i waves goodbye and tiptoed to my room next door.

i saw that John was asleep so i slowly slid in next to him and stayed as far away from him as possible. i can't do this to myself.

i won't fall for my bestfriend.