Natasha Romanoff X reader

The Hurt

This is a request from alphagamergirl00104 so I hope you like it

(Y/n) pov

         I was sitting in my room on my bed listening to a song from my playlist and my best friend Natasha walked in "Yes" I said I only let her come in uninvited because I trust her. "I have a boyfriend" she told me I smiled and giggled a little "and?" i ask she just looked at me in the eye and tilted her head slightly "Have you ever had a boyfriend before?" I asked her eyes flicker to the side. "Oh no, um first of all shut the door" I said and she did then sat beside me on the bed. "Who is he?" I ask "Bruce banner" she replied

Time skip

        I lay on my bed thinking of her she was on a mission and didn't tell me when she would get back. I was sad because I have a crush on her and so does banner and I new itso I did what I always do hid away my feelings wishing Raven was here but as luck would have it she was dead that story for another time maybe. I was thinking about the first time we met I had never fallen for anyone just by helping them but I did. I tried to push everyone away at the time because I thought it was better for them even if I was braking every second of the day because of my bread. You see I am not full human. and definitely not in human. I am mostly angel and part human. I don't mind being this way because there two people ever to break through my defences to my heart and almost fix it completely. Raven and Natasha were the only ones to do that but here I am on my way to natasha with my speed I can go so fast every thing is really slow and in black and white I call it the breach I think it's really cool but I have to have a special mask for my passengers so they can breath. any way I have now reached my destination and cought natasha before she has fallen into water. And so banner doesn't get onto me for trying to save her

Time skip

        I am angry and packing my thing Natasha and I got into a fight and I am done with everyone either yelling at me or fighting with me. I can't handle this they say all I've done is sit up here in my room and be lazy yeat who room bound me stark of course and I have been researching and keeping HYDRA of my trail so they don't kill her like they killed Raven so I will just let them find me. "Ware are you going?" Steve ask "I am doing what I do best" I replied still packing "And what is that running" he said leaning on the door frame. "You know exactly what I am doing" i said looking at him "This is the only place you have as a safe place" he said  "Really, that's not what Banner said, if I remember correctly he said 'we should have turned you into HYDRA a long time ago' and I did what I do best, every time I have to fight the wrong fight it hurts I would rather drown than than start something I don't mean to so goodbye" I said and grabbed my bag and left

Time skip

Natasha pov

          I pulled (Y/n) out of the water. I tried to save her in time but I knew I was too late I just set there and cried Her hands were cold I felt something in her hand I grabbed it and there was a rock blue as the sea and a necklace with a jemm the gems color was purple. "It wasn't your fault" I looked over and there was a girl in the water "Yes it was" I replied "No she tried to resurfess but it was too late I was trying to help her but failed, the fault is mine i'm sorry she was going to give that to someone might have been you so take it as her last goodbye ok" the gl said and faded into the water