Unloved [DISCONTINUED]

Chapter Ten

I woke up the next morning with a bad feeling.  I lazily forced myself up and got ready for another day of Hell.  As I went through my daily hygienic routine, I thought about what today might bring. Megan and Carla are most likely thoroughly pissed and me. Chris still hasn't texted me back. I even kiked him before getting in the shower. It confirmed that he read it but didn't respond. What was up with him?

I calmly walked downstairs--in no rush. The more hours of school I missed,the better. I didn't eat anything. I wasn't hungry.

I trudged out the door, regretting I'd ever been born. What would make my mom love a man like him? Was he always like this?

"Ugh, so many fucking questions that no one seems to have the answers to!", I screamed.

I walked while listening to music blasting through my earphones. The song was perfect for my mood.

Joel Faviere,  War Against Ourselves. God knows every single lyric in this song describes me. I walked to an old abandoned park that no one really even notices.  I just sat down on an old bench that the paint had faded off of.

"Well, no use of just sitting here. Let's get this over with , Sarah. ", I said to myself.

I walked to school inhaling the crisp cool air. I was now on school grounds. Something was different. "Hey Sarah. You've got a real talent there.", Josh, from my 7th period, snickered. Normally,  everyone would look at me, but they'd never acknowledge me. They'd giggle and laugh and look at me like I was dirt, but today, it was a new low. They looked at me as if I wasn't dirt. As if I wasn't even scum on the bottom of their shoes.

I hurried into the school. Everyone was just eyeing me down.  I went and sat in the corner of Mr. Davis's room. I saw Megan and Carla switching my way.

"You seem to be mighty calm.", Megan said,grinning like a Cheshire cat. "W-why wouldn't I be?", I spoke up. "Oh, she doesn't know yet . Well, we won't spoil the surprise. Toodles.", Carla said, winking her left eye.

They walked away laughing in unison and Megan turned around and blew me an air kiss. What are they up to?

In Mr. Davis's and Mrs. Hawkin's class, we had to do some equations.  No, not math equations.  Things such as: Hate+ Bitterness-Friends and Family =?

Bullshit,right?!

I sat by Chris in my normal seat and he scooted away. Are you fucking kidding me? Megan was nowhere to be found. Tate came in late, breathing hard. "You're late.", Mrs. Hawkins's said glaring at him. "Yea, my iPhone 5S and my schedule  kinda told me that.", he said rolling his eyes. "I see. Just know that you'll have to see me after class and you have detention, young man.", Mrs. Hawkins said firmly.  "Are you kidding me?! It's not my fault that I was late. Ask coach!", he flared up. "I'm not sending you because of your lack of punctuality.  It's your sour attitude. "

Tate grunted and helped us solve the equations.  "Party + Drugs=?", Chris said,reading the question. "A good time! Is a good fucking time in the search box?", Tate said, laughing. Chris and I just stared. "You two really need to loosen up, bro. " "One of us gets too loose sometimes ", Chris said,  looking at me in his peripheral vision. "What do you mean by that?!", I said annoyed. "Really, you're just acting like no one saw! You're nudes are all over the fucking internet.  They're on Facebook,  Tumblr,  Instagram, hell, even YouTube!", he yelled.

"Brooo,  you didn't know.", Tate said, chuckling at my dismay. "Nudes? Wha-what? ", I said confused. Tate pulled out his phone and showed me the pictures. "Look, didn't hear this from me,but tomorrow your nudes are gonna be posted in various places." "Like?"  "What are you gonna give me for that info?" "Tate!" "My lips are sealed. Nice tits though.", he "complimented". Chris just sat in silence the whole time until he just got up and ran out the room. I ran after him.  The pictures kept floating around in my head. I recognized the face from another picture. I had never sent nudes before.

I just need the picture where my face is from. Oh gosh,  fuck my life. Just fuck my life.

Suckish?  Yea..... Sorry. :/

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