You all were starting to vanish from our lives.
Starting with our youngest.
None of you deserved this.. so why did you do it?
Was it our fault? Or.. was it mine?
It must've been..
I was too late.
I didn't get to you on time..
and now you're gone.
It's all my fault..
I'm the reason you're gone
I can't stop blaming myself..
Even if it was a miss call
It still took away something special from you
Your life
I hate myself for it
And I will never stop hating myself for it.
The ringing still keeps replaying in my mind..
Ring
Ring
Ring
When will it ever stop..?
Never
Not until I get what I deserve
Which is to live with the punishment the rest of my life..
But if there was some way I could end it..
Some way to end my suffering..
Ha
It's funny how the smallest of things can cause such a big impact...
Or should I say.. explosion..
The big flash of a light is the last thing I'll ever see again..
No more time to reflect upon my decisions..
